Sunday, August 16, 2009
DADDY GAVE ME $200 CASH VOUCHER TO SHOP AT TAKA AS MY BDAY GIFT! YAY!
But well....he got it from his company's D&D lucky draw. -___-"
Nevermind. I'm still really excited!
Im thinking $200 should be able to feed me a large longchomp or a new agnes b for school! But a longchomp will only cost me less than $190+..so maybe not.
(yes, i am a miser here. i do not wish to waste that few bucks. But hey, wealthy people are always bald and stingy. At least I'm half there y'know..)
Oh the not-that-fantastic thing is, I won't have an excuse to make him buy me a Lomo cam for my bday,can I? Nah. I shan't. Maybe I'll just ask for a supp card. And I'll sign for a lomo cam with that. HAHA. just kidding!
Batam on 22nd-23rd! Please don't say that I'm rich. I know this is the 3rd trip within 3mths. Since it is so, you should have all the reasons to think that I am gona be really broke after this trip. I haven't worked much this holiday.
So yes, I am shamelessly impoverished!
Rui called me and told me about the bday celebration we should have together. Sounds like a lot of fun. And I'm going to do blood donation tomorrow. I'm afraid of needles, but lets just put it as I'm doing a really small, good deed. (:
-heal your soul, you piece me up 01:29 :)
Thursday, August 06, 2009
Perhaps you'll always think that you've gotten over something that used to be so very important to you, but you haven't in deep.
The wrench in my heart when I heard the song 'No Air' by Chris Brown and Jordin Sparks was fucktastic.
Although it didn't drill tears, it's wrong to even feel that way. Not something that falls within my expectation.
Over and over again, I deliberated the song to play on. And I was numbed at last.
What was I reminiscing?
The lost in faith yet unwillingness to let go at stupidity.
The lonely wakeboarding days, when I watched him and couldn't do anything about it. I finally know what it stood by "so near, yet so far".
The days in awe and hope that got smacked right back in my face.
Then came the times when the other him came along and reminded me how I ought to have lived my life right.
"Tell me how I'm supposed to live with no air. Can't breathe, can't live with no air.."
You may like to think this is another emo post, but if I never faced this, I'll never find out that this time, I have truly recovered from it. Congratulate me, mankind.
Read through all the old posts. Deleted them all.
That's all thats left. Nothing much.
-heal your soul, you piece me up 21:10 :)
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
Lesson learnt. To keep my lips sealed in case I invite mockery again.
Been busy. And even though I'm exhausted. I must say that I enjoy what's keeping me busy lately. Haven't been leading a fanciful lifestyle, but I'm really contented for the time being.
I have a simple wish right now:
To enjoy dinner at home tomorrow.
And I'm gona make it happen.
Toast to that.
-heal your soul, you piece me up 00:02 :)
