Don't you think life is moving wayyy too fast?
I couldn't even feel my long wkend break, and tomorrow's school day again?
wow. I've not completed much, really. In terms of catching up in school work.
And I spent a whooping total of 300bucks ytd in town. wonderful.
Anyway, I feel really uncontrollable in my diet lately. Ive been eating non-stop. So I went for a swim this afternn after I woke up. Can't stop eating, then I gotta start moving.
Here's the thing; I finally recognise how to help push myself to work harder. My theory is that, I'm not one whom you pile a whole chunk of target for me to achieve and I'll work towards them. On the contrary, I get very turned off. What I'm gona do is to aim really low, and do more bit by bit.
Say my swim today, I aimed for a quick 10laps. I ended up completing a quick 20laps without any mind struggle. By lowering my expectations, I feel good about achieving them, then I do more to feel even better.
Sometimes I feel like I'm suffocating. I want to slow down so that I can have more time to do more things. Time management? c'mon. I suck at that!
Ive been forgetting things now and then. An organiser really ain't much of a help. I need pig's brains, almond and sardines.
Hmm. minus the first.
okay, off to meet the nic and kr for dinner!
Ive to be back for tutorial and....ok, not gona target more. Prolly won't even be able to complete a tutorial because Ive to read up the whole chapter before I can attempt. freak.