_my love for you`

PacifiedButNotSatisfied

Thursday, June 25, 2009

4am in the morning here, I am left with less than twelve hours, but I am not done packing. Neither am I feeling the anticipation nor excitement yet. I suppose it's cos time is really passing so quick that I can hardly feel it coming. I will feel it soon. I just need to smell the airport. Love that specific scent of the airport. Just got back home. And rui is still the sameeee. I had vegetarian food with her. haha Don't ever make me a permanent vegetarian. I will kill you, then myself. tsk. Thinking of a Bali weekend trip sometime in July. ((:

Anyway, I was just thinking.. How is it that some people can say what they don't mean, and yet not lying at the same time? I couldn't find a satisfying answer.

Time for bed. Gona have to wake up slight earlier to finish up packing. I hate cold countries, because I don't have a wide selection of clothes to choose from. =/
But I know Im gona have a hell lotta fun there. hee

I'll be back!

-heal your soul, you piece me up 04:06 :)

IWishAllWasNoJoke

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

I accidentally deleted all the photos we took during our bakery process while transferring to my comp. I AM SO UPSET! ):
I know it's bimbotic and typical of me lar. Don't remind me..
Was telling Zhenhui how sad I was..and he told me..he can't understand how i feel. But asked if it was like him realising that hg mall's food court renovated and having to find his tie ban mian stall missing. Haha I guess he can put it that way.. Neither can I understand how he can get upset over this for days.. -___-"

These are all I have..make do with it la. Our Cheesecake Brownie tastes great and looks great! I miss making cheesecake though. Perhaps I'll do it when I'm back from Aust.

We caught Monsters vs Aliens after baking yesterday. So funny. Then when we decided to catch Tale of Desperaux..it was a whole new level. so we shut it off and chit chatted till like morning. Can you imagine how many words we spoke to each other..? I love girls talk. But I'll prefer to be nicely showered and to be lying on a cushion couch or something. haha

Okays. I really gotta run and pack..damn scary to be leaving tmr and still unsure what to bring for my trip. Meeting darling rui and yuezhi tonight @downtown east! time please don't flyyy..

-heal your soul, you piece me up 14:44 :)

IDon'tWantToExperienceHeaven

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

SO. I haven't packed my luggage. And I seriously think I'm gona suffer a panic attack within the next 48hours..but here I am still very relaxed..

C'mon. Chill with me...
May the lord bless all chillers. Hallelujah!

I did a popup card just now at 10pm! Took almost an hour to complete.
For what? UM..
I really don't know. I was just bored. So I thought, might as well give it a try, and I can always conveniently use it for the next many birthdays to come! But I doubt I'll have any more time to spare. When I return from Aust, I'll start work the following week. And when school reopens, I'll have 2 tutees instead of 1. holy crap.
Haven't been sleeping early nor waking up early for a very very long while. Am dreading it so badly.
Why won't my dad pay me $1K per month to clean the house instead.....I don't mind being his personal maid. oyar. I forgot my mum is a free labour already.

Think I shall spend some time packing now before I tune into the sleeping frequency. zz zzz..

I AM GOING TO BAKE chocolate cheesecake when shirin and mike comes over tomorrow! ((:
okays. i think i need to sleep. tuition tomorrow. bur.

p/s: I did not pack..once again.

-heal your soul, you piece me up 01:34 :)

FoulMood, totally.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Time to not waste time. I shall do things that will cheer myself more.

I realise it's a waste of time to entertain people who all superficially can't be friends.

Right. For saying things like, I didn't force him to do this and that for me..I didn't force him to talk to me..etc got me labelled as being bitchy.

I don't ask for anything in return when I do things willingly for friends. But it's somewhat my bad for receiving things I didn't ask for.

Well, then I just got bitchy again.

Because I need to start warning everyone that it's not gona be easy talking to me.

Because I may not appreciate anything you do for me.

Thats that.

-heal your soul, you piece me up 19:21 :)

SnuggleUpTheMojo

Friday, June 19, 2009

Caught drag me to hell last night with a whole bunch of people. 1o of us in total, and math pro lovelee go count as 11. we bought 11 tixs. the storyline sucks man. damn gross a show.

Mengwee: siao liao..siao liao..siao liao. siao liao..!

Suppered @ serangoon prata shop before we mahjonged. Lovelee, kim choonchoon and i went to have breakfast while sethphanie concussed at lovelee's.LL and I came back and slept till 12+. Went for lunch and collected my pay at ubi. I've got good pay this time! so..that spells a yes, im gona go back to work with them. Then lovelee and I went to hougang mall..

As I walked around like a sucker..i think it's printed on my forehead already. I bought a tub of hair mask, 3 bottles of shampoo, 1 bottle of hair conditioner from 3different stores. -___-" like ive got that much hair to wash like that..

I'm so not prepared to go to aust next wk!! no clothes to bring! i think im gona suffer a panic attack soon..

And I'm really very tired..imagine a fat me bouncing onto my bed and the waves of spring effect that follow. oks. gona sleep like... in counts of last 10mins.

xoxo,

-heal your soul, you piece me up 20:26 :)

GoodGirls.O'Gone

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Here I am growing horizontally again..Spent a lot on cabs yesterday. And I shopped again! love to waste money on stupid things like..specs, shades etc..but if i don't get them, i'll keep thinking of them. haha And ger tempted me into buying a skirt i already have, in a different color. ahs. nvm. girls' dictionary never has 'too many'. Then we dined in at Manhatten Fish Market with Yihui and kept bugging her to sew us this beachwear tube dress we saw at bugis earlier. It's really damn nicee! All the talks about boys, girls, and issue about Kent cheating on geraldine..OK I'm kidding.(before he emos) he is the last man on earth who will ever cheat, i truly believe. hahaha

And everytime we hang out with Yihui..where do we end up?

Dbl O of course.

k lar. this time we suggested it cause we know she'll most prefer there.

Drink, dance, holy crap.

Got a shock when asked what we'll like to drink, G said, "order beer la"

And drunkards are scary...

I think I know why they like to stare with eyes wide open, because they can't balance very well, hence they have to open wide to focus better and stare very hard at one spot so they won't topple and fall. And they must tilt their head 45deg cause everything is slanted to them. this' the prof Qiyin theory.

Geraldine had swollen fingers. And I laughed non-stop. cos they looked so fat. haha

And she was so high that she kept insisting we go to a ktv pub after that. which we did at boat quay. But regretted immediately after we were more awoken.

woke up and checked my handphone this morning.

Geraldine: Even my feet swell. Wtf. Alcohol poison.

lols. Anyway, Im officially not liking to club already, srsly. it's a very extremely tiring activity!

Guess what I'm having for breakfast now.

Cocoa exotic. I'm a fat soul.

-heal your soul, you piece me up 15:10 :)

GottaBeChic

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

I'M BEST AT GAINING WEIGHT. LIKE WHAT ELSE IS MY FORTE RIGHT?

***

Went to orchard to shop today! And I bought quite a couple of stuffs which no doubt, I need or I'll need.. haha

Then Peiying and I caught Ghosts of Girlfriends Past which is quite nicee.

We haven't like caught shows for a pretty long time.

Oks, gotta sleep.

It's freakin 4.07am now.

Busy day ahead.

((:

-heal your soul, you piece me up 04:04 :)

Yar Whee..!

Monday, June 15, 2009

Ahh. BEWARE! PAPARAZZIs!!!

Too bright! Suddenly, I just don't know how to use my cam. darn.

Watch birthday boy turn into flour man.

And Jason is under Kelvin's shirt..eeeeww..Poor thing.

Think I'll resort to mass murders if I was sabotaged to look so bad on my birthday.

KianHong and I!

I like this pic, cos they were having so much fun. ha

Bottom: K.E.L.V.I.N. = failed

So I went to ECP thrice in 5days..madness! It's damn far from my house..Went blading with Lien ~~today~~that day. And it was so hot. She barely perspired cos it was so easy for her. Haa. But at least I didn't fall! Am proud of my achievement. ((:

Love east coast. But need God to shift it nearer to my place first.

We dined in at Dian Xiao Er @ Airport T3 for a random dinner! Well, because I was supposed to send Yongping off to Aust..but, I didn't quite wana take a bus down..so I dragged my whole family down, and burnt a tiny hole in my bro's pocket. waha

Their ducks were delicious. But I just tightened my braces, and was like really struggling in chewing.. =S And their power soup!

Then I went to find Yp @ T1. He's the white guy at the centre.
psst.. Mengalorewee should thank me for bending and making him look tall..haha

Yesterday was the last day of PC Show. Working with the Garmin people was really really nice. Nice people. Unlike those from Sony - bitchy like hell. So if my pay's not too bad, I'll most prob go back and work for them again. If not..i'll consider other alternatives!

Met vernon, zhenhui, eugene and mengwee after the show last night. Then we chilled at Starbucks Suntec before cabbing down to Simpang Bedok to supp. Stupid starbucks cheated Sy and my money! bought the 6drinks pass the other time, we ordered 4drinks and they chopped 5. ugh. and basically we didnt check lar. So..there goes. Think if we weren't tired, we could just chat all night long. Food there is not too bad..would have been real good if I was real hungry. heh

Ok! It's dad's birthday today. I gotta go get a cake. And that will be Cocoa Exotic, definitely! the most convenient and yummiest low end cake. haha

-heal your soul, you piece me up 15:27 :)

lollipop` im falling ill again!

Monday, June 08, 2009

We're the bling queens! I proudly present, my mouse, my camera and Geraldine's hp! She helped me to bling my mouse. It's a huge contentment man.

There are 512 diamantes here..And I pasted them one by one..

This is the handsome, Happi. Drooling at his dinner.

Brush TEETH! The whole time, you just hear Geraldine go....

OIII..WHAT YOU DOINGGG....OPEN.. OPEN!!!!! ..OII! HAPPI!

He is so adorable, and obedient..well for most of the times lar..

Except that he's like super hyperactive.. after walks, we humans were so tired because he tends to be more dominating than us. And then he came biting his toy to me when we went back and wanted me to play tugging with him. but i enjoyed playing with him a lot! It's better than the previous round, I wanted to play with him, and he kept ignoring me. paiseh -_-"

KTV @ teoheng!

Then we headed to ECP Laguna for dinner. The food there is so good!

And we saw Pierre Png. He is super super charming i tell ya. Jo and I can't stop looking at him. Andrea de cruz is soooo lucky! I think he's every girl's dream guy. Haha but DREAM only.

And I feel sick again. Been having headaches since..yesterday. Went for dental today, I can remove my braces in July, after I'm back from Aust. Can't wait!

I'll post more pics the next time..

-heal your soul, you piece me up 21:23 :)

wonkie donkies

Thursday, June 04, 2009

When the stores were mostly closed..we wondered where these toy soldiers came from..

I was looking at this photo, analysing real hard where the 2 bright orange strips came from..

Like for damn long..really.... cos I remember ger wore yellow, bag's white and black. Neither should it come from me..

....

ok. I didnt know why i was so curious about that 2 strips ..

But I finally gave up and clicked to the next photo. And let my photo of the day explain what it is!!

Yeah..WHAT'S NEW RIGHT?! I didn't even recall the 3rd cup of coke we had. Retardedly, I should have seen this photo earlier.
ha. And yes, it's my favourite photo of the day.

DURIANS! I can spell durian ok.

Photo-Flops

Lol. fine.. anything will do!

In summary, Geraldine and I went to True Fitness today. And we almost K.O.ed after a 20minutes jog. But we attended the Body Combat Class (Kickboxing). Damn fun, though it's a killer. Well, the good thing is..everyone around you is pushing you not to give up. Ha And we couldn't go on to our starlight yoga anymore. Too exhausted.

So we traded Starlight yoga for steambath! And there was this damn gross women who was wrapped in a towel. She kept crossing her legs here and there..and both of us saw everything! uh. Perhaps she thought it was misty inside, and we wouldn't notice.. eew. (but I kinda thought maybe it was a beige panty with black patterns, which G said it wasn't! Haha) Later when we walked out of the steam room, I saw another naked women by accident as her shower curtain wasn't closed properly. walau. Therefore I was very concious of my surroundings when I showered.

And I'm so gona wear a pair of slipps next time!

After eating high calories durians, and a fried chicken. My exercises are so wasted. But..as we both like to think..it's NET gain zero. hehe

Oh, by the way..the trainer said that I am overweight..

I may be chubby, but

ME.. OVERWEIGHT!?!

wtfffff...

There must be many obese people in this world then. Seriously.

***

Have you met someone as irritating as my dad?

This morning he came home with wanton mee for me. So he kept waking me up at 11 ish. I refused to. And he attempted to snatch my bolster away.

So after a couple of tugs,

Me: (extends the bolster towards him) give you lar.....

Dad: hm.. dont want.

(stuffed the bolster back at my face.)

............................................ -____-

And the whole time, he just kept making noises. mimicking monkey, dog etc.

It's like a kid trying to wake his parents up can. -____-

***

Well, regarding the previous qn- If you've met someone as irritating as my dad..

Well YES. I met 2 irritating people today. No, at least my dad's loving. This is 1000times worser.

So it's about a cab driver.

Driver: Do you know ar..there are a lot of people who leaves things behind in the cab? their wallets, hps etc..

Me: oh. yeah..

I thought he was so kind to remind me not to leave behind valuables.

But he went on to describe many cases he's encountered..and how he always drove back and returned them etc.

So by now, i thought he was just another damn talk non-stop kinda driver.. Till...

Driver: Yeah lar. you see, we christians know that we must be honest. Be kind, and we'll get repaid..

OH.WOW. I'm not a christian. But I know that too ley. How amazing!

Then he started blabbering all about christianity and took out articles he photostated of which the headings read "Behold! God's chosen Prophet in the East! Holy Mount in Taiwan!" And he kept forcing me to take them out from the slot in the back of the seat to read.

When I took out and took a few glances, slotted it back. It's obvious that I am NOT INTERESTED right. But he went on and on about it. So fine. I let him self-entertain.

And he kept saying the..you know? you know?

So I told him. Oh. I know, I know..I'm a christian.

I thought he'ld shut up. But no, he wasn't that easy-going.

He went on to tell me bible stories in chinese. I mean, I do know some of the bible stories..but when you're telling me in chinese..how am I suppose to understand?!

Mu Xi - guess who?

Moses.

Tang Mu - guess who?

Thomas.

!!!

crazy fella. I totally showed it in his face that I was not interested, but he went on talking and talking..

At the end of the ride, he still forced me to take a few pieces of articles from his cab..

To help him throw right? thats what I kindly did.

It's not that I have anything against christianity.

I studied in a christian school since kindergarten till secondary school. thats like 13years.

And I believe in some kind of existence of every god. No doubt, I will respect them so long as it's not a scary cult. if you have the faith in what you believe in, you will be blessed. And what matters most to me is one's character, which I believe in whichever good religion, it'll mould you into a better person.

Did Jesus teach him to be a disturbance? No what.

Furthermore, it's infuriating that it's not even mainly about the love of god he was trying to influence. He was trying to promote his church!! Fucking irritating.

Try harder yoh..

***

My mum found all my shorts!!

Hello, I missed you all..

p/s: nana, don't tell my dad!

-heal your soul, you piece me up 15:24 :)

Nights Out People!

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

And there's Suyuan on my right. She's kinda..um, badly tanned.

Mw proposed! which means he wont have much time left to live. Haha he can forget about going vietnam! k lar. just kidding. play play only!!! Girlfriend, dont be angry k.

Peace \/ (although it's better for the world if he gets slaughtered anyway. Ha!)

I sweated like a PIG. Really. I thought perspiration dripping all over my face, neck and back won't occur to me unless I exercise. Merely walked some distance home at night. The whole idea of our Earth dying is so critical. Will retail stores stop distributing plastic bags already!?! =/

No wonder True Fitness doesnt really conduct hot yoga classes anymore. Who needs Hot Yoga in a mad weather like this!! Speaking of which. I'm going to True Fitness tomorrow. Heh But I think I'll most likely sign up for Amore instead. Gona apply for financial aid soon, from Uncle Tay.

Sleepover on Friday at Wong susu's. Gona be me, her and her 2nd sis. Havoc already la. How i wish my parents will leave me in sg alone and go overseas. =s

-heal your soul, you piece me up 03:10 :)

GodKnows`

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

I AM SO EXCITED TO BE ON THE SAME FLIGHT BACK FROM AUSSIE WITH MY DARLING SUYUAN!!!
WHAT A COINCIDENCE RIGHT.
MOREOVER, I GOT THIS BIG FEELING SHE'S SEATED VERY NEAR ME.
(I THINK) I PICKED 20 A/B/C THAT TIME , WHILE HERS' 19 A/B/C!!
OMG. THIS IS SO WONDERFUL. (not that I'm looking forward to be back in sg, but..i am happy!hee)

-heal your soul, you piece me up 12:59 :)

Cherry*Cherry*Boom*Boom

MY NEW PHONE!

And I decided to be random. So I wore 2 different shades of havaianas out that day. and did mani, pedi with different colors on both hands and feet! Cool right? tsks. I took damn long to pick the colors know.

This was the look I headed out with..But I had no idea why I looked horrible in photos with this hairband when I was out. So I am not gona post those photos of me in the hairband and get criticised for the ugly style I had. Heh.

ps: oh right. before you think cranky of me. of course Im past the age of wearing different slipps on each foot (*recalls how during sec school days, we'll wear different colored trial slipps out* eew.bad taste.), not to mention different nail colorrrs!

And I'm done with Gossip Girls Season II. I kinda prefer the previous season. it really got boring towards the end.

-heal your soul, you piece me up 01:26 :)