Friday, March 27, 2009
I've been sick for the 2nd day. And I thought sleeping early may help.
So I woke up twice within a 6-hour span. First, rather disturbed by the fact that it was very warm. I had my air-con turned on. Second, here I am. Woke up for a pee break from my dreams. One, I'm perturbed at my hair which drastically seemed so different from my dream, two, I'm still drooling at my nose.
Regarding one, I got a shock of my hair cos I very much wished it was just a wig. I don't know how much I hate it. But I detest it a lot right now.
And regarding two, I wanted to look for some food before I pop the panadols and jump into bed again. I'm taking milo now, which..ain't exactly what I desired.
So anyway, it's a weird timing that I'm awake now. So many things I want to do, I'm not sure if sleeping is the best choice.
The cuckoo bird is cuckoo-ing right now. It's only 3.40am! Crazy bird..
I used to hear this bird during my secondary school days when I prepare to go to school everyday. How cute. oks, I'm not sure if it's the same bird exactly, but it is this KIND of bird alright. And it's cute because I miss going to school (PL). I miss that morning singspiration that I dreaded all along. I miss the march song that we always rush through because we don't want to be late for assembly. Perhaps the only thing I don't miss is to sit on the carpark floor. ha anyway, I heard that in Buddhist schools such as MeeToh, their prayers end with Namo Amitabha. Try switching Amen to that. quite funny, ain't it?
So many people, so many things that we've met and been through. I can tell who are the ones who deserves my love, and those bogus obviously don't deserve better treatments from me. If you're true to be nice, I will feel it.
omg. sorry for this random part, do sick people do this all the time? ugh. Do you think butterflies shit?
p.s: I hate my hair. fuck this mop.
-heal your soul, you piece me up 03:28 :)
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Oh DEAR..
I took effort and some time this evening to do an express pedicure myself.
Only to recall that I'm going swimming tomorrow!
And I don't know if it's the effects of chlorine or what, my nail polish always chips off vbadly.
So I'm depressed now, about the thought that I've to redo my nails tomorrow. Boo. Thats what I hate about being a girl. I just added an extra layer of top coat to it, and prays that it'll still look nice after tomorrow. arhhh.. damnit.
-heal your soul, you piece me up 00:33 :)
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
(I stopped replying Zhenhui cos I was at the living rm for 1.5hrs, and finally when I was back......)
me:
sorry I was watching antm
zhenhui:
whats antm? i only know tmnt
me:
no. I was watching an ant
zhenhui:
...
thats so what i did last time.
so did you kill the ant eventually?
me:
haha
uh can't bear to
(after a short conversation, i disappeared for a short while again..)
zhenhui:
i went runnning
you like dim sum?
ehh come back and talk to me.. stop watching the ant..
Haha. By the way, ANTM stands for American Next Top Model. I still haven't told him...And I cannot believe he really thinks that I disappeared because I was so concentrated in watching an ANT for 1.5hrs. -_______-"
-heal your soul, you piece me up 00:18 :)
Friday, March 20, 2009
Xinyang, me, and Liqi.So glad that we hanged out yesterday!
I didnt have many photos cos Liqi was still noob with her new Omnia phone. On top of that, Omnia phone only can send out photos one by one. walau.
haha and we watched Race to Witch Mountain. I think it's pretty exciting. not too bad. ((:
After which, I met Nicholas Tse Khoo before we met K^.
Ha anyway they damn give face know. kept repeating the line I wanted to hear.
"omg you look damn hot!" although I didnt hear much sincerity in those little words of theirs. But it's better than none! haha
The band was pretty good last night by the way.
They invited this birthday boy to the stage to sing. (he was a little drunk, and damn skinny, looked completely like a classic geek)
But when he started singing, he kinda blew us off.
HA awesome!
One of the conversations we had last night was about K^ once accidentally saw his sec sch girl friend's boobs due to loose blouse and bra. it was damn hilarious they way they were saying it. they mentioned the girl's called Sheena.
me: did i tell you guys before that I've a cousin called Sheena who was from Anglican High too?
K^ and Nic *stunned!
Nic: Sheena Q**k???
me: oh nolaaa..
K^: WAAaaaaaaah HENG ar.
(Laugh Out Loud)
Overall, I had a great time yesterday. the two guys are still the same old funny and nice people. I think I was damn lucky to have met all the nicest people in Tpjc. My classmates, and even my first 3months friends..aw~ love them all to bits.
-heal your soul, you piece me up 20:41 :)
Monday, March 16, 2009
I might be going to Perth this late June!
And I'm really really very keen on backpacking with Vernon to vietnam.
Been thinking about the cashflow and time though. Cos it'll be impossible for me to get a full-time job if I plan to go to so many places this holiday. then I'll be thwarting my plan of getting a 6-mth full time job this June.
Hmm.
no money=no fun. and even if we've got the riches, we still may not be able to have fun.
Went to SzuJeng's 21st yesterday at Carlton Hotel yesterday, and I got tempted to go teoheng after that. Bad influenceee.! haha but I had loads of fun anyway.
End result? skipped today's paper... let me emphasize (self-console at the same time) it's a mock paper. but I still feel very guilty. Good. At least I still have my senses. Shall study soon. Meanwhile. no more papers!! congrats.
By the way, I declare that it's not the end. In fact, things are just getting started.
-heal your soul, you piece me up 15:25 :)
YAYs for Capital Punishment! Friday, March 13, 2009
I don't feel like going tomorrow..
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Hell. I know I'm irritating.
I'm on the verge of forgetting what's like in town, and what's in this season. Really. My daily dressing revolves around spag/tanktop/tee+short with flipflops and barely any makeup on (saves money i know). I can't even be bothered with my dear hair these days.
Hello, whats new?
Well, at least now I feel it's much more humane of Singapore to exercise capital punishment instead of lifetime imprisonment.
Now don't be telling me.."Then go out la!"..well, understand that I actually want to study, but my attention span is so darn short. A problem I've yet to be able to counter. It's not that I'm dying to not study and go out. Moreover, it's not like town will take me a day to travel to. I can go down anytime, if i like to. =/
*I hope Dad will revise his budget and buy me a Garmin GPS.*
It's friday, the 13th again!!
-heal your soul, you piece me up 00:24 :)
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Stumbled across a set of photos that we took sometime back in school during break.
Look how we deliberately tickled Peiying till her face turned tomato. Ops. I hope that was last year, because I'm supposed to be angelic this year. haha Anyway, Nat was the mastermind!
And how she turned me into an un-adorable rabbit eventually..
We're quits!
-heal your soul, you piece me up 14:15 :)
Sunday, March 08, 2009
Met Suyuan at TM today. And I think it feels good to catch up and study with her again! feels like those days, except that we're both prettier now. hahaha
I want to go shop, chill and have crazy funs with her again! Wish that I could be immobilized now! it seems like my days are passing fast..yet, not that fast. how tormenting.
Anyway, I got bitten several times, but still I don't believe that I am caffaine-activated. So I took coffee today again. Therefore, if you see me online till 5am. No doubt, it's me. But I'll rather be rolling on my bed, than to stare at this meaningless screen.
I still remember how terrible it was to suffer from insomnia. I could hear the slightest noise around my neighbourhood.
Like there was this fucking car, didn't know what was its f-ing problem, alarm goes off every 5secs, and it lasted like "forever" to me. Until I was so fed up, I wanted to shut the windows and switch on my air-con. But I waited for a moment after I got up...
"aye..like no more already........" (:
So I laid down....then the alarm went off AGAIN! Bloody hell right?
Ahs, anyway there's an atrocious mozzie in my study room that bit my ass last night. Seems like we have an affinity..
I hereby remind myself: I'm an angel, so I'll let it quench its thirst if it likes to..
before it dies a smashing slamdown.
Moral of the story: Never offend a woman.
-heal your soul, you piece me up 01:43 :)
Thursday, March 05, 2009
I was talking to myself earlier. And it's making me laugh...
I wonder if I'm okay actually. Found new words that I can't say.
Can you see that the biteplate is depressing?
Mom cooked porridge for me today. yummy.
Oh but I wonder how long I can go on saying.."yummy" for.
Imagine day after day, week after week.
A life filled with porridge.
oh fuck
Sounds like another traumatising tonsilitis period.
Off I go to catch Marley & Me!
<3
-heal your soul, you piece me up 17:21 :)
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
Life with a short tongue:
Well, today is the first day I'm picking up short-tongued language. Not by will, of course. My dentist placed this biteplate at the back of my teeth, and now I can't say things starting with d, r, s, t...etc. So if I say "REALLY meh", it'll sound like "Rarely meh", "speak" sounds like "svpik" and "radio" sounds like "ladio".
It's "C-riusti"(seriously) very sad man. This means if I go to Ktv, I can only watch people sing, while people laugh at me sing!
And I am so determined to put this to an end within 2months' time. She mentioned 6wks, but I'm very skeptical about it, really. The rubberbands that I've to put the the sides..disastrous. I was smsing a friend, saying that I just broke one side of the rubberbands. She replied within 2-3mins time telling me to be gentle with it, and I replied her within the next min that "I broke the other side too.." I'm sorry that I made her burst out laughing in the library alone..ha so the worst is not about not being able to speak that clearly or having rubberbands that restrict my yawning etc, but it's that I can no longer bite with my chewing teeth! I can now only eat with my front teeth. This means, I am so gona S.T.A.R.V.E.. yes, that is. Because I can only feed myself with liquid food, no chewing (because I really don't know how to).
Thanks to my brilliant dentist. -_- why am I the only one who has to go through this phase of braces treatment? My teeth before braces wasn't even undesirable! I just wanted to wear braces, so I can have even nicer teeth. But she seems to be treating me like as if my teeth was That bad. Wrong choice man.
Incidentally, I went down to Hougang Mall to collect my Fenugreek from a Medicine Hall. That bloody uncle forgot to help me grind!! And he still had the cheeks to chuckle and say "aiya, i forgot ley!" Seriously, I thought he was joking with me initially know. Till he kept repeating that he really forgot..then, you can imagine my face went really black..BLACK. argh.
I was so pissed off, I didn't even wana answer him when I'll be collecting, I just turned and walked out... $&*@&#*!
Just because he's old enough to be my ah gong doesn't mean I can't be rude to him ok. Wasted more than 30mins of my life going there for nothing.
So the best activity of the day, is to sit at home nicely showered and not go anywhere. I swear I nearly cursed everyone around me on my way home (in my heart). That was how grumpy I was. Yes, now you know. Girls are scary! Very scary!
But I feel good again. ((: Nothing really makes me unhappy for long I suppose. Power of mood swing. And I love the show Las Vegas! Caught it on SCV last night at 2am because I was so bored. Then I felt like I'm hooked onto it. haa..come to think of it. I haven't finish watching Gossip Girls, Heroes, Desp Housewives and not yet started on my Reaper. But I'll still grab Las Vegas. You peeps should watch it too! I love their humour, a lot.
Came across this photo..
Totally my kind of dog!
-heal your soul, you piece me up 19:05 :)
forget the star, I'm reaching for the moon. Tuesday, March 03, 2009
As I can see, most of my friends (other than those taking exams with me), are more gan chiong that "I OUGHT TO BE STUDYING" than myself. I am equally perplexed over this issue too. Why is it that I ain't motivated to study? I used to be a tuition teacher for over 2 yrs and have been nagging at my students who suffered from attention deficit. Never expect myself to end up the same way as them. (:
Today's paper was...well, you suggest.
I answered 3 out of 8 qns for Section A. And I had the intention to answer only ONE initially. Then I had far too much time, and I didn't wana leave the hall cos my friends were still doing the paper. So I attempted another 2 before I finally K.O.ed. Bravos to my Section B, because for some qns, I knew how to do it. I just knew it, you know. But I only remembered how, after submission.
shrugs`
Perhaps my lecturers will be so scared to not give me an A because I may possibly STAB them during revision lessons. So, who knows. I may get an A afterall! haha
It's only mock papers anyway. I will start studying for real soon. SOON.
And mark my words, my actual papers will be so much, so much better.
xoxo
IQ-Damn-High Angel
-heal your soul, you piece me up 21:03 :)
Monday, March 02, 2009
I did a quiz that Nat forwarded to me. (as i can see, we're all gona be screwed for our mocks partly due to Fb) It's to find out who's my soulmate!
Someone who is outgoing:
You belong with someone unafraid to show their wild side. At first they may seem shy, but once you truly get to know them, you see their true colors.
What a short COMMENT. i thought they were gona like screen out the personalities of my soulmate.
Nearly suffered a heart attack just now. I didnt quite bother reading the letter regarding the GST credits. Just realised that I've to reg online before I am entitled to that amount. wth. fortunately, i'll still be getting the money. Anyway, macro tomorrow. Gona sleep earlier with an empty brain. ahs, luck is all I need. (:
Have some laughs, and good holy night.
Phrase of the day (only for today if you realise, actually): "A baby at the front seat of a car can cause an accident, an accident at the back seat of the car can cause a baby."
-heal your soul, you piece me up 23:19 :)
Sunday, March 01, 2009
Scrapbooking is so much fun!
Pretty pleased with my first hands-on.
On a random thought, I realise that there are so much that I want to learn.
Must be the pre-exam symptoms. ugh.
Things I'm planning to pick up:
-Photography
-Advanced Excel
-Photoshop
I think I prefer my messy look. but you know, it's not that Cool to be out with a messy look. My friends may just offer me a comb, and endless malu-ness.
-heal your soul, you piece me up 16:26 :)
