Saturday, February 28, 2009
I've the idea to take a walk to the nearest mall, which probably would be dark at this hour to grab some macs, because I'm hungry again.
Hunger seems to be a part of my life, and it scares the hell outta me.
Why, I love to take walks at night, though it can be pretty intimidating to be on one alone, but nonetheless, i love the serenity.
The peace I don't get when I'm driving with my dad beside me. The thought-of-the-day I don't have time to settle for. The people and fun I miss.
No doubt, there are times I wish for a companion who's willing to take strolls with me at night. It ain't always easy to remind myself that I am single, and that I've to be independent at all times.
At least, being single gives me every reason to splurge on myself.
I walked into URS today and purchased a bag within 10mins or less..
ha. gotta kill every sale you see.
Suppose, I always have my ways to deal with my emotions. (:
But not for food this time, no way.
And I've been suffering from insomnia twice due to caff intake.
Coffee and Tea never worked on me. But recently, it does.
When I hear my dad waking up for work.
I go..fuck, i wana sleeppp....!!!
"you know what I mean?" quotes britney.
-heal your soul, you piece me up 01:04 :)
Friday, February 27, 2009
Say bye to my 6-month fringe!! I'll miss youuuuuuu.....
Honestly, I'm starting to miss the days of my long fringe already. Afterall, it's more classy rather than adorable. But I shall just......grow it again. haha I'm so damn fickle-minded, I know.
So in order for me not to regret further right. Next time when you do see me, please add this "omg. you look so hot!"
LOL. thank you!!!
p.s: oi, zhenhui. Now you know what are bangs. ha mister suaku.
-heal your soul, you piece me up 22:45 :)
Monday, February 23, 2009
I decided not to be so mean afterall, hence I deleted the previous entry.
Mum made me salad! Maybe i'll bring it to school tomorrow.
((:
Still hesitant about my hairstyle.
gosh
bangs or no bangs??
ahh..
i think if i say i don't wana cut it anymore, G's gona roll her big eyeballs off me.
cos i've changed my mind so many times
haha
well well,
i hate the growing it back to long fringe process
so perhaps, i'll just reference on diff models' hairstyles before i decide...
again
tsk!
i'm blessed
i'm blessed
i'm blessed
Be happy with life's little things.
-Very important-
xoxo,
qy
-heal your soul, you piece me up 23:37 :)
Friday, February 20, 2009
Memories are not just two-dimensional.
It merely tunes complexity to the simple.
I, myself and me.
I sat here the whole of 40mins, reflecting on my days. And I guess it's just my day that I end up with these few lines.
I'm looking forward to the end of exams.
But all I keep thinking of is..should I get my bangs again?
Very likely, you'll see me in bangs soon.
Super bored of my hair already.
At the rate it grows, I'm gona be old soon. ugh!
I need longer and more hair please!
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Cupid doesn't like me
Big deal.
xoxo,
Qy
-heal your soul, you piece me up 18:16 :)
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
"A lifetime ago, with frozen eyes they closed the doors. Suddenly I realized what locks are for, no trusting them anymore. "lights are out". Empty stare, innocent and unaware, dragged out from my home, my lair.
The walls around me, eyes surround me, feed my fear again.I must be freed or I will die before the harvest moon, my friend.I do not have another year in me, you've gotta set me free. The dream is alive, I can run up the hills every night,go around and see another side of the tree.Freedom has a meaning for me, howl with me.."
xoxo,
Q
-heal your soul, you piece me up 01:02 :)
Thursday, February 12, 2009
It's been a real long time since I've been to Esplanade library. Serenity is something you'll definitely find there, and I'm glad they preserved it. I find memories of myself and friends whom I've been there with..It feels so goooooD to be back again. I know, I talk like an old lady. whatever luh! haha
I like rainy days (when I'm watching the rain from inside)
Me and SooHann!
Haii. I hate exams.
-heal your soul, you piece me up 03:15 :)
Monday, February 09, 2009
My engine is in an unsurprisingly good condition today. (my mood)
Shall drive my family out for dinner tonight and I'm gona try to drag my house-rooted bro out!
okays, I rarely get the chance to boast. LOL. so here it is.
I only scored 2 demerit points for TP!
Actually I was kind of expecting 0 pt. haha
but nvm. still a pretty pleasant result for me.
I was so nervous last night that I could barely sleep. So I only had 2 hrs of rest.
Ironically, all the way through my warm up and waiting of TP, I was still nervous, but the anxiety completely disappeared when the tester called for me.
One thing I'm not so pleased with is that I've no motivation to study at all.
And sometimes I wonder what is wrong with me. I usually try hard for things that I want to achieve. But I'm losing this gradually..
Bad move.
I'm feeling the consequence.
But I'll try to salvage it.
Last Sat at Bishan for prawning!
My lovely babes!
And their beaus.aka.my first degree friends!
got to give him the credits for being "the most dedicated earthworm-cutting man"!
ooh. so cruel. but even if i don't eat them, someone else will right.
Shirin only pose lo. never do anything. at least I helped to SPRINKLE the salt, although it took ages, and I eventually gave up. haha
Our signature Star-ter
Prawns eat them, we eat prawns = We eat them!
Looks like a rubber band.
They became this short thanks to Mr. Worm-cutter aka Bubble.
And every piece of them's still wriggling. yucks.
-heal your soul, you piece me up 14:12 :)
Sunday, February 08, 2009
An absolute hottie!
LOVE THEM!!!!
xoxo,
-heal your soul, you piece me up 19:02 :)
Sunday, February 01, 2009
2am in the morning, I notice a reticent figure in the mirror staring straight at me. It seemed like the universe went silent at this very moment. The look in her eyes drew me closer. I don't know how long the stare went on for, but I think I'm in love with her. As curiosity sparked me. I took a big leap forward and stepped into her world. A world of adventures, a world of fantasies. Will I be able to interpret her language? I don't think I care anymore...
Apart my messy bed. tsk
I wish for all the time in the world..
Looks like I wana cry and smile at the same time..but I like this photo, nice complexion!
Camwhoring is sucha great exercise to destress!
ooH. double eyelids for ONCE!!
time to dust my LCD. hehs
toodles!
-heal your soul, you piece me up 23:00 :)
A pretty long journey I had on the trains today set me thinking..
Is it true that most guys really can't do gift wrapping for nuts?
I saw this indian man trying to wrap up a gift with his son as his assistant. It was a mere basic concept. All of a sudden, this big man seemed like a 3year old kid struggling with pencils and crayons. He was all focused and dedicated. I so wanted to offer him my help.
I really do.
He took a lot of effort just having to fold in the sides of the wrapper..and I had a tiring time watching him struggle too. haha
I recall wrapping my own books (with the help of my mum), as young as I was a primary school kid. PRO right. hahaa
So why can't most men do gift wrapping, I wonder? It's as simple as an origami, which most kids (maybe of my era) do what. Besides, wrapping a box is such a standard procedure. hmm....
ookays. And and..what happens when the passenger on your left stood up and gave his seat to someone who happens to smell pretty bad..? then imagine this, my right passenger alighted moments later, and tada! another smelly person took that seat. So I'm kiapped in between them two. The worst is, they had to exchange words from time to time. Head popping so near to me somemore. I was kind of irritated, I lifted my notes up to block their vision from meeting. haha (i can't be bothered to ask if they wanted to exchange seat with me anyway)
Fortunately, things ain't always that bad. I saw this guy who looks like an asian version of chace crawford!! omg. his facial features are so perfect, and he's got nice hair, a muscular built, and he's very tall. But, a pity that his dress sense' just so-so. Why don't I have any friend like him(gay also nvm)...WHY? WHY?? then I can help to change his style of dressing and make him look like a supermodel! -_____- *dreams..*
-heal your soul, you piece me up 14:08 :)
