Sunday, December 28, 2008
Catch me on the first day of the brand new year.
Meanwhile, a fabulous New Year for Everyone!
-heal your soul, you piece me up 23:42 :)
Saturday, December 27, 2008
I shut off my cell phone, and took a long, deep, peaceful sleep for 12hours or more. Ironically, the alarm from the not-supposed-to-be-working-cell woke me up at two intervals. Hence I decided to resume my mobile function. It's a rare occasion that I get to wake up at this hour. Surely, the top criteria had to be a missing dad-in-action.
Hunger has not yet surge in, so I shall hold on to the packet of noodles for longer. I recall what my mum used to comment about my dinnertime appetite - "humongous, and horrifying". Confession - I like to munch on some snacks, usually right after dinner, but I don't even take lunch most of the times. Did I not inherit this from her? Fifteen years ago, I could feed myself with a huge box of rice. Yes, all by myself, and at least the box was huge to me then. One thing my mum always worried about was whether I'm gona grow into a big-built and plump girl. Fortunately, not.
Proves that my mum's product didn't turn out too bad right? If fairytales don't exist, why did man create fairytales to illusionise every girl and rob them of their dreams? Since fairytale doesn't exists, and miracle does, why not have a miracle that invites fairytales to reality?
P.s: Don't worry peeps. I'll be fine. I wouldn't end my life before I strike a lottery. (I don't buy lottery.) Besides, why would I end my life after striking a lottery? Thats ultimate dumbness.
-heal your soul, you piece me up 14:59 :)
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I need my own time and space.
Period.
I won't be defeated. Mark my word.
-heal your soul, you piece me up 01:41 :)
Sunday, December 21, 2008
** was fun! I'll upload the pixxeys soon. It's always easy to copy and paste the photos over to my comp, but tough to share the photos. haa
I wana go again and again and again. Honestly, I really can't wait for tp. Pray for me that I'll pass please please. And I'm looking forward to........Xmas Picnic and New Year countdown! It's like finally Im gona be out of Sg after many years of rantings and comtemplations. Who cares if it's damn near to sg, Im sure it'll be a whole new experience for US. Plus plus cousin's gona be back in sg! And we're gona have gatherings for sure. busy busy. okays. business starts from now in fact. I took only 2minutes to type this. super budget blog entry. As I promise, photos soon girls!
-heal your soul, you piece me up 15:20 :)
Thursday, December 18, 2008
I miss blogging..a LITTLE.
But I currently have so much to do..
Just some random thoughts over the jobs I've done so far.
None of them was one that I wanted to stick to doing.
In simple terms, I get sick of all the jobs Ive done over the years.
P.s: they're all part time or contract jobs.
Shows how fickle a person I am.
This brings me to think about what kind of job will I hold in future..
How can I force myself to stay in a job for years and years and see myself as an aunty with all young part-timers and myself as a senior in future..?
That sounds absolutely ridiculous at this point in time.
Tuition is an easy job to me. But i seem to become another person when I turn into a tutor.
I am serious and often a no-nonsense kind of tutor, but once I'm out, I am back to the young and fun girl, who can't seem to grow up.
It makes me feel weird to think that I'm not much of a difference to my students, when in actual fact, I appear to be very different. well, but who says teachers cant havoc! right, ms toh? ha
Sometimes, I wish I can just get married, and be a good wife (not the yellow kind). When Im bored, I go out and have tea, read a book, pick up courses..
Anyway, I decided..not to procrastinate further. Ive to get back to work. I hate myself.. =x
-heal your soul, you piece me up 01:38 :)
Monday, December 08, 2008
Hurraayy!
Paris' New BFF is out!!
I like her decision.
Wanted to type out her name here..and I decided not to be a spoiler for any of you who hasnt watched it.
Why is it that she can only have ONE BFF??? Why can't she have ONE FROM EACH COUNTRY?
Wouldn't that be cooler?
Then I can sign up when she's hunting for her Singapore BFF!
And she'll probably sponsor me for all my plastic surgeries and designer clothes. ah, JK. I'm contented to be her Bff.
"But I can only have one BFF..And it can't be....Queuing Paying. *gasps* ttyn."
ha!
I think I'm too poor for her anyway..and I'll look like a monster beside her.gawd. thats sad.
Qiyin is tired of catching up with work, give her a hand!
Qiyin is happy being herself..very, truly happy. (:
Qiyin wants to make somebody happy today, tomorrow and forever....
-heal your soul, you piece me up 01:21 :)
Sunday, December 07, 2008
Broken limb..
SCREAMSSS...SO ADORABLE!!
Who wouldn't fall in love with this dog?
We watched Saw IV. Had Ruffles and Doritos. Played Daidee when Yihui the queen finally arrived. Entertained a dog that only wished we didn't disturb it. (we became its pet) haha It's so nice to have a home that belongs to you and your loved one.
I wana get married too!
And I tried M&Ms crispy mint. It's now rated as my Favourite CHOCOLATE. tsks
Feel like eating TomYam Steamboat.
Anyone for it??
-heal your soul, you piece me up 13:16 :)
Saturday, December 06, 2008
Twist`I don't understand I don't understand I simply don't.
I quit playing mind games.
-heal your soul, you piece me up 22:11 :)
Thursday, December 04, 2008
The Js, The P and The Q.Jiahui(paying's cousin), Paying, Queuing, Joan, Jocelyn
Many more to make up the Sony team!
If you're wondering why this photo looks so 2D. Yes it is 2D. I'm just lazy to scan, so I took a photo of the photo. ha we printed out our photo during the exhibition using our Sony photo printer. Anyway it's free! ha
And I got myself a beautiful Sony T77 Casing with discount!
Sweet. The only bad thing about Sony's that their leather casing is so friggin' expensive, and it's not given free. Anyway, after selling Sony cams, I learnt how to use my camera a lot. And I love it! T77 is like so damn popular. All the copycats keep buying MY model ): alright luh, i promoted my cam a lot. cos it's really damn good. Shall post up pics of the wonders of my cam sometime soon, when I'm free. ha It was an enjoyable experience to have worked at Sitex with Sony. One of my customers (a girl from nus) even smsed me to thank me for my VERY GOOD service. and that really made my day. She said she decided to buy from me, because Canon's service sucked. yeah I happen to drop my hp nos to some of my customers so they'll return to me. (for commissions' sake of course!)
Got to go to work!!
-heal your soul, you piece me up 14:00 :)
FOC Calefare! =x
Oh. my smile's so forced...=/ and yihui's face's so big.(she complained it herself!i didnt comment that) haMet Kailin for job training with Yihui.Our jobs are so fun.(except for the traveling part)hush-it's a secretive job.
-heal your soul, you piece me up 13:02 :)
Monday, December 01, 2008
It all seems like love is such a strange word to me.
I don't even know what it feels like to love and be loved anymore..
Maybe at the back of my mind, I'm no longer hoping to source true love.
Or maybe, I'm starting to be skeptical over what it means to love at all.?
I've been seeing couples everywhere.
Naturally, my first thought would be..wow sweet~perhaps they may break up soon..
Fragile is the word I guess.
No matter how strong the bonding is. In the end, when a heart is broken, you just can't mend it.
Too bad.
And I won't deny that I miss the feeling of having someone in my heart, and to be there for me again..
But I've never felt so free before. I do whatever I want, whenever I like.
And I like that a lot, thank you.
Ironic, yes thats what I think.
We come to this world alone.. and ultimately we'll leave this world alone too.
A companion for a lifetime? How sweet.. but unreal. Well, perhaps.
The thought of everlasting love is seemingly the most silly idea to me right now.
Yet, I still wish for someone to be there for me at times..
I don't like the feeling that others are moving forward in their lives, and I'm still stagnant as where I am..
I only want the best right now..but I won't be greedy, I promise.
Greed never leads to anything good.
Forever is just part of my vocabulary.
I love being miss independent.
-Love my red hair-
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed..
P.S: I think this song's beautifully sad. It's not nice at all to have tried to change me..because you totally lose the one who loved you so bad.
-heal your soul, you piece me up 20:21 :)
