_my love for you`

Love's a Stranger

Monday, December 01, 2008

It all seems like love is such a strange word to me.
I don't even know what it feels like to love and be loved anymore..
Maybe at the back of my mind, I'm no longer hoping to source true love.
Or maybe, I'm starting to be skeptical over what it means to love at all.?
I've been seeing couples everywhere.
Naturally, my first thought would be..wow sweet~perhaps they may break up soon..
Fragile is the word I guess.
No matter how strong the bonding is. In the end, when a heart is broken, you just can't mend it.
Too bad.
And I won't deny that I miss the feeling of having someone in my heart, and to be there for me again..
But I've never felt so free before. I do whatever I want, whenever I like.
And I like that a lot, thank you.
Ironic, yes thats what I think.
We come to this world alone.. and ultimately we'll leave this world alone too.
A companion for a lifetime? How sweet.. but unreal. Well, perhaps.
The thought of everlasting love is seemingly the most silly idea to me right now.
Yet, I still wish for someone to be there for me at times..
I don't like the feeling that others are moving forward in their lives, and I'm still stagnant as where I am..
I only want the best right now..but I won't be greedy, I promise.
Greed never leads to anything good.
Forever is just part of my vocabulary.
I love being miss independent.

-Love my red hair-

If I were a boy

I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he's taking you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed..

P.S: I think this song's beautifully sad. It's not nice at all to have tried to change me..because you totally lose the one who loved you so bad.

-heal your soul, you piece me up 20:21 :)