I've been sick for the 2nd day. And I thought sleeping early may help.
So I woke up twice within a 6-hour span. First, rather disturbed by the fact that it was very warm. I had my air-con turned on. Second, here I am. Woke up for a pee break from my dreams. One, I'm perturbed at my hair which drastically seemed so different from my dream, two, I'm still drooling at my nose.
Regarding one, I got a shock of my hair cos I very much wished it was just a wig. I don't know how much I hate it. But I detest it a lot right now.
And regarding two, I wanted to look for some food before I pop the panadols and jump into bed again. I'm taking milo now, which..ain't exactly what I desired.
So anyway, it's a weird timing that I'm awake now. So many things I want to do, I'm not sure if sleeping is the best choice.
The cuckoo bird is cuckoo-ing right now. It's only 3.40am! Crazy bird..
I used to hear this bird during my secondary school days when I prepare to go to school everyday. How cute. oks, I'm not sure if it's the same bird exactly, but it is this KIND of bird alright. And it's cute because I miss going to school (PL). I miss that morning singspiration that I dreaded all along. I miss the march song that we always rush through because we don't want to be late for assembly. Perhaps the only thing I don't miss is to sit on the carpark floor. ha anyway, I heard that in Buddhist schools such as MeeToh, their prayers end with Namo Amitabha. Try switching Amen to that. quite funny, ain't it?
So many people, so many things that we've met and been through. I can tell who are the ones who deserves my love, and those bogus obviously don't deserve better treatments from me. If you're true to be nice, I will feel it.
omg. sorry for this random part, do sick people do this all the time? ugh. Do you think butterflies shit?
p.s: I hate my hair. fuck this mop.