i'll blow you kisses everyday..

my secret hideout.

2011-02-08T02:04:00.003+08:00

I think i've abandoned this place long enough to make this my secret hideout.

Lately, thoughts that have been running through my mind just made me not sure if he's the one for me. of course i've been holding back all of it. he's all in all, great. so much that i call him my dream guy all the time. but he certainly has a way to always make me feel like our equation is impossible to be balanced. he's none like any other ordinary boyfriend. he's usually not there, not unless i need him, that or i go to him. and i only believe that circumstances will deteriorate instead of the other way. No matter how hard i try, i know i can never turn the table around.

Comparing to past relationships, I've always had the upperhand. Not that I'm asking to be above, but now that I've found myself a really good chap, i'm never terribly good; only good enough perhaps.

Maybe I should just go. This soreness kicks in far too often, I don't even know where to hide anymore.

long awaited journey-to-come

2010-06-07T22:00:00.001+08:00

We can afford to be blind, but we can't afford to not breathe the air from all around this beautiful globe.

Singapore is simply too small to feed my curiosity - about the way this world works, about the way I should be myself.

ForYouIWill.

2010-05-28T01:59:00.000+08:00

Recently Ive been helping a friend to promote this electronic cigarette, branded 'Halo'.

So it all began when one of my friends was using it the other day we went out for dinner and drinks, and he took this out.

we saw smoke and the blue light at the tip of the cigarette when he inhaled it!

He said it was a smoke replacement device, similar to nicotine patches and gums to curb his addiction because he’s been saying over for a godzillion years that he is gonna quit smoking. And I think it's kinda working for him. Better air for us somemore. haha

According to his theory, if he can quit, GOOD FOR HIM. If he can use it to cut-down on cigarettes, better than nothing. If all else fails, he’s got one hell of a cool gadget to showoff. ha So i guess it's pretty cool..really like this whole concept. Besides, it's cheaper than smoking ciggs in the long run. So why not, right?

The website is http://www.triplehalo.com.sg/ if any of you all wanna check it out.

For yourself, a friend, or loved one!

For cleaner air, prettier teeth, unrotting-whichever-body-part, fairer lungs!!

you have the power to change, if you try enough.

2009-11-10T21:37:00.003+08:00

Amidst all the mails, junk or not, I'm glad I filtered my mailbox today.

"hi qiyin jiejie,

thanks soooooo much for scanning my photo for me! you literally saved my life!

su ting(su yuan's sis)"

Just how sweet is that. Finally something that warmed my heart today.

A heavy-hearted day. Test tomorrow, and a project I haven't started brainstorming on.
you don't need no rest, you just need power.

She-is-love

2009-11-07T01:46:00.012+08:00

You know..I was supposed to be studying. I ended up doing this. And why is it that I keep feeling the one before adjustment is fatter than the one after? I didn't think lighting plays sucha big role. And how do I make the photo less noisy? I know right. Get a better camera. I WISHH...

Anyway I wanted to photoshop a different background. But...I got lazy. what the heck. Photoshopping's not even fun. It's plain tiresome.

Due to some technical fault, my posts got deleted. So let me exclaim once more. I'm so going to Broadway Beng.... k nevermind. the excitement no longer lies...

I AM STILL SICK.

Milking Donkeys In-Progress.

2009-11-06T00:16:00.006+08:00

Nobody noticed I cut my hair!
Malvin didn't. Natalie didn't. Vernon didn't. Mum didn't. Dad didn't. Soohann didn't. In fact, nobody has mentioned thus far, "aye you cut your hair" to me. I wonder why. Don't my fringe look very different from before? I so prefer it being at this length now. Irritates me less.

For zebras' sake, I look youngerr.!

breathe in, breathe out..

2009-10-20T17:26:00.003+08:00

Don't you think life is moving wayyy too fast?
I couldn't even feel my long wkend break, and tomorrow's school day again?
wow. I've not completed much, really. In terms of catching up in school work.
And I spent a whooping total of 300bucks ytd in town. wonderful.
Anyway, I feel really uncontrollable in my diet lately. Ive been eating non-stop. So I went for a swim this afternn after I woke up. Can't stop eating, then I gotta start moving.
Here's the thing; I finally recognise how to help push myself to work harder. My theory is that, I'm not one whom you pile a whole chunk of target for me to achieve and I'll work towards them. On the contrary, I get very turned off. What I'm gona do is to aim really low, and do more bit by bit.
Say my swim today, I aimed for a quick 10laps. I ended up completing a quick 20laps without any mind struggle. By lowering my expectations, I feel good about achieving them, then I do more to feel even better.

Sometimes I feel like I'm suffocating. I want to slow down so that I can have more time to do more things. Time management? c'mon. I suck at that!
Ive been forgetting things now and then. An organiser really ain't much of a help. I need pig's brains, almond and sardines.
Hmm. minus the first.
okay, off to meet the nic and kr for dinner!
Ive to be back for tutorial and....ok, not gona target more. Prolly won't even be able to complete a tutorial because Ive to read up the whole chapter before I can attempt. freak.

School's Out!

2009-10-16T14:14:00.003+08:00

I could have flown to Hongkong or anywhere nearby for a short holiday last night, and be back next tuesday. How fantabulous right!

No school till next wed. Loveeee it.

But well, i am covered with 2 more assignments, 4 more tutorials. Plus I'm getting a new proj next week.

Since when were school days this stressful?

Just finished reading a book, and restored my computer from all the junk programs I downloaded the last 2 nights.

Am pretty hesitant about starting a new book. Because I think I'm gona take a long while to finish it, just as long as I took for this book.

Think I took 3weeks. Not to mention that it was a simple one. -.-

Oh, and did I mention? I baked the most successful cheesecake ever last month. Am so so so proud of it.

Terminate that procrastination

Im gon complete one tutorial before heading out.

No LAW.

2009-10-06T01:30:00.010+08:00

I was reminded that I own a blog.
Yes, totally went off my mind for quite a long period of time.

Timbre @substation once again
Yeah, was busy at work then school lately. Plus I haven't got the diligence to bring my cam out for photos.

Marina Barrage

Our first Mario jump.
Had loadsa fun playing with the cam that night. And how everyone at the field of marina barrage laughed like mad when one guy went.."AHH!! LA BI XIAO XING DUAN LE!!!" he was yelling at the top of his voice because his crayon shinchan kite broke. how cute. All were staring blankly as his kite dive down towards the waters, but they were lucky enough to find the wind bringing it up again. And how Jane Khan encouraged TK to speed (3-4traffic police we spotted immediately after), then her next attempt to make him toss a lightstick into the waters from the viewing field when the patrolling police was walking towards us. haha she's a bad peer!

NoLessThanNothing.IHaveYouAllAndIt'sGoodEnough

2009-09-01T23:24:00.000+08:00

I had the most fabulous birthday celebrations this year! My heart were filled with sincere grins and a truckload of love.
Thank you all for being so sweet! And I thank god for what I received.

Cherished and well-contained!
xoxo
Qiyin

PokedMeWithLove

2009-08-16T01:29:00.005+08:00

DADDY GAVE ME $200 CASH VOUCHER TO SHOP AT TAKA AS MY BDAY GIFT! YAY!
But well....he got it from his company's D&D lucky draw. -___-"
Nevermind. I'm still really excited!
Im thinking $200 should be able to feed me a large longchomp or a new agnes b for school! But a longchomp will only cost me less than $190+..so maybe not.
(yes, i am a miser here. i do not wish to waste that few bucks. But hey, wealthy people are always bald and stingy. At least I'm half there y'know..)

Oh the not-that-fantastic thing is, I won't have an excuse to make him buy me a Lomo cam for my bday,can I? Nah. I shan't. Maybe I'll just ask for a supp card. And I'll sign for a lomo cam with that. HAHA. just kidding!

Batam on 22nd-23rd! Please don't say that I'm rich. I know this is the 3rd trip within 3mths. Since it is so, you should have all the reasons to think that I am gona be really broke after this trip. I haven't worked much this holiday.

So yes, I am shamelessly impoverished!

Rui called me and told me about the bday celebration we should have together. Sounds like a lot of fun. And I'm going to do blood donation tomorrow. I'm afraid of needles, but lets just put it as I'm doing a really small, good deed. (:

What else?

2009-08-06T21:10:00.001+08:00

Perhaps you'll always think that you've gotten over something that used to be so very important to you, but you haven't in deep.
The wrench in my heart when I heard the song 'No Air' by Chris Brown and Jordin Sparks was fucktastic.
Although it didn't drill tears, it's wrong to even feel that way. Not something that falls within my expectation.
Over and over again, I deliberated the song to play on. And I was numbed at last.

What was I reminiscing?
The lost in faith yet unwillingness to let go at stupidity.
The lonely wakeboarding days, when I watched him and couldn't do anything about it. I finally know what it stood by "so near, yet so far".
The days in awe and hope that got smacked right back in my face.
Then came the times when the other him came along and reminded me how I ought to have lived my life right.

"Tell me how I'm supposed to live with no air. Can't breathe, can't live with no air.."

You may like to think this is another emo post, but if I never faced this, I'll never find out that this time, I have truly recovered from it. Congratulate me, mankind.

Read through all the old posts. Deleted them all.

That's all thats left. Nothing much.

MyAgendaIsCrystalClear

2009-08-05T00:02:00.003+08:00

Lesson learnt. To keep my lips sealed in case I invite mockery again.

Been busy. And even though I'm exhausted. I must say that I enjoy what's keeping me busy lately. Haven't been leading a fanciful lifestyle, but I'm really contented for the time being.

I have a simple wish right now:
To enjoy dinner at home tomorrow.
And I'm gona make it happen.
Toast to that.

IWasNeverTooFar

2009-07-31T01:37:00.010+08:00

I wana pick up photography!!!

Wish I can afford one too. But I decided to get a lomo one of these days instead. It's a cheaper source to cool funky shots. (:

Anyway, taiwan was pretty fun. We eat and shop everyday. So we kinda de-boosted Sg's GDP a little by way overspending on top of my budget. haha And we didn't manage to try the duck tongues. ):

Met the dudes for 'Public Enemies'. GOOD SHOW! Go catch it. Am gona catch Harry Potter and Hangover soon

And I finally had Quiznos Sub! mineee! *edited: It can't possibly be and I won't let Vernon secretly be happy about my wrong expression! *

Vernon stumped me *~~with~~ by gulping this 12" long **sub** all by himself.

** double edited! because.......
Vernon: STILL SOUNDS WRONG!! just that now it makes me look like a dirty gay slut. **

And sethalite who claims he doesn't wants to be in the photo but is secretly posing for it. Think I don't know..... -.- tsks
I actually still prefer Subway although Quiznos is really quite good and as affordable as Subway. Guess I just like the selection of ingredients that Quiznos don't provide. Vernon and I wanted to ask where Fareast Sq was as we weren't sure which building it was. Then this women who works at Toastbox told us she didn't know where Fareast Sq was. When we found it some 2 minutes later, we realised Fareast Sq was approx less than 10m, in front of Toastbox itself. -_-" Ok. I shouldn't laugh at her. Im just as bimbotic as her at times.. or worse. Life sucks. haha

Alright. Sleeping time!

LionTingles

2009-07-17T00:13:00.005+08:00

The old smiles that you never want to erase.

An old game, but you never get sick of it.

Blur lion is going to Korea for exchange. Am so gona miss her miss her miss her!!

05/01/2010

I'll see you then.

the rocks of my life

2009-07-16T01:17:00.004+08:00

Lovers Friends Flings Enemies
Balance the past, the present and the future.

"When you find love, you don't have to ask if it is love. It's like you only ask if you're dreaming when you're dreaming. You don't actually ask yourself that when you're awake."

Work has been tiring thus far. I wonder how long I can hold on for.
2 more days of work before I take a break for my taiwan trip.

Nothing in my life has been enticing or attractive. But I sure enjoy nights of chilling out with my ~~gays~~ dudes. *aha You guys rock!*

Ripped off temptations

2009-07-13T23:19:00.008+08:00

I have a sudden craving for subway. NOW.
noo..

Did you know that retainers act like diet pills?

Well, you can't eat with them on. So in order to eat, you got to spit out your retainers (at the washroom) and gargle and gargle and gargle before and after you eat. So that sucks, and pretty much pisses me from eating at times. At least I resisted buying a whole chunk of snacks. But well, it never really stops a glutton like me. And I'm sticking to normal meals now that I'm working. I can never understand how I managed to survive eating so much in the past.. As you should know, I'm the type who puts on weight even from eating 3 normal meals per day w/o side snacks. (oh fuck. I just did it today.) Perhaps I was a skinny bitch my past life who prayed everyday to be plump my next life ay.. FATS CRUELTY. Darn!

So anyway, I finally caught transformers yesterday with zhenhui! We had ichiban sushi at hougang mall (all-time favourite!) before the show. And I kept asking him to watch big bang theory with me on my itouch but he refused to. WELL, THATS HIS LOSS! ha

Im thinking..if I should bring my laptop to Taiwan. It's damn heavy..so it's probably gona be a huge burden to me. But I'm kind of the type who itches from not using the comp for a day. And I wana watch shows in the hotel and on the plane. If I were to rip all the shows into mp4 and transfer them into my itouch. thats gona turn me into a gray stone seriously. But well..I guess I shall just go light, and live w/o my laptop for 8days. Finally tugged the luggage into my room. But it's not progressing from there. haha

And..subway melt...Im actually craving for ham, cheese and tuna! Yum dum dum.

MakeThatHeartMine.

2009-07-10T19:59:00.005+08:00

Don't reach out for hearts that don't belong..

BackWithABanggg..

2009-07-04T00:02:00.008+08:00

Fuckkk..Blogger super won't give face can. Grr.
So 5 pictures for now till they do some self-reflections! =/

Anyway I had loads of fun over there in Australia! I'll venture into other parts of it the next time. I went casino for the first time in my life and won $26o! my dad won...um $26.40 out of $90million aussie dollar lotto. haha well, it's better than nothing! We met a racist cum menopausing woman. And not forgetting that we met handsome road-pavers to this awesomely cute pizza boy. haha

All credits to my cousins who made this trip oh so fun! My childhood would never have been a memorable one without them..or rather, it's not just gona be childhood! Many many things I can tell..but lets just confine it to thus short.

When Im there, I miss Singapore. But when Im back...I really really miss being there.

Welcome to Taiwan in 2weeks' time!!!

PacifiedButNotSatisfied

2009-06-25T04:06:00.003+08:00

4am in the morning here, I am left with less than twelve hours, but I am not done packing. Neither am I feeling the anticipation nor excitement yet. I suppose it's cos time is really passing so quick that I can hardly feel it coming. I will feel it soon. I just need to smell the airport. Love that specific scent of the airport. Just got back home. And rui is still the sameeee. I had vegetarian food with her. haha Don't ever make me a permanent vegetarian. I will kill you, then myself. tsk. Thinking of a Bali weekend trip sometime in July. ((:

Anyway, I was just thinking.. How is it that some people can say what they don't mean, and yet not lying at the same time? I couldn't find a satisfying answer.

Time for bed. Gona have to wake up slight earlier to finish up packing. I hate cold countries, because I don't have a wide selection of clothes to choose from. =/
But I know Im gona have a hell lotta fun there. hee

I'll be back!

IWishAllWasNoJoke

2009-06-24T14:44:00.011+08:00

I accidentally deleted all the photos we took during our bakery process while transferring to my comp. I AM SO UPSET! ):
I know it's bimbotic and typical of me lar. Don't remind me..
Was telling Zhenhui how sad I was..and he told me..he can't understand how i feel. But asked if it was like him realising that hg mall's food court renovated and having to find his tie ban mian stall missing. Haha I guess he can put it that way.. Neither can I understand how he can get upset over this for days.. -___-"

These are all I have..make do with it la. Our Cheesecake Brownie tastes great and looks great! I miss making cheesecake though. Perhaps I'll do it when I'm back from Aust.

We caught Monsters vs Aliens after baking yesterday. So funny. Then when we decided to catch Tale of Desperaux..it was a whole new level. so we shut it off and chit chatted till like morning. Can you imagine how many words we spoke to each other..? I love girls talk. But I'll prefer to be nicely showered and to be lying on a cushion couch or something. haha

Okays. I really gotta run and pack..damn scary to be leaving tmr and still unsure what to bring for my trip. Meeting darling rui and yuezhi tonight @downtown east! time please don't flyyy..

IDon'tWantToExperienceHeaven

2009-06-23T01:34:00.003+08:00

SO. I haven't packed my luggage. And I seriously think I'm gona suffer a panic attack within the next 48hours..but here I am still very relaxed..

C'mon. Chill with me...
May the lord bless all chillers. Hallelujah!

I did a popup card just now at 10pm! Took almost an hour to complete.
For what? UM..
I really don't know. I was just bored. So I thought, might as well give it a try, and I can always conveniently use it for the next many birthdays to come! But I doubt I'll have any more time to spare. When I return from Aust, I'll start work the following week. And when school reopens, I'll have 2 tutees instead of 1. holy crap.
Haven't been sleeping early nor waking up early for a very very long while. Am dreading it so badly.
Why won't my dad pay me $1K per month to clean the house instead.....I don't mind being his personal maid. oyar. I forgot my mum is a free labour already.

Think I shall spend some time packing now before I tune into the sleeping frequency. zz zzz..

I AM GOING TO BAKE chocolate cheesecake when shirin and mike comes over tomorrow! ((:
okays. i think i need to sleep. tuition tomorrow. bur.

p/s: I did not pack..once again.

FoulMood, totally.

2009-06-21T19:21:00.006+08:00

Time to not waste time. I shall do things that will cheer myself more.

I realise it's a waste of time to entertain people who all superficially can't be friends.

Right. For saying things like, I didn't force him to do this and that for me..I didn't force him to talk to me..etc got me labelled as being bitchy.

I don't ask for anything in return when I do things willingly for friends. But it's somewhat my bad for receiving things I didn't ask for.

Well, then I just got bitchy again.

Because I need to start warning everyone that it's not gona be easy talking to me.

Because I may not appreciate anything you do for me.

Thats that.

SnuggleUpTheMojo

2009-06-19T20:26:00.002+08:00

Caught drag me to hell last night with a whole bunch of people. 1o of us in total, and math pro lovelee go count as 11. we bought 11 tixs. the storyline sucks man. damn gross a show.

Mengwee: siao liao..siao liao..siao liao. siao liao..!

Suppered @ serangoon prata shop before we mahjonged. Lovelee, kim choonchoon and i went to have breakfast while sethphanie concussed at lovelee's.LL and I came back and slept till 12+. Went for lunch and collected my pay at ubi. I've got good pay this time! so..that spells a yes, im gona go back to work with them. Then lovelee and I went to hougang mall..

As I walked around like a sucker..i think it's printed on my forehead already. I bought a tub of hair mask, 3 bottles of shampoo, 1 bottle of hair conditioner from 3different stores. -___-" like ive got that much hair to wash like that..

I'm so not prepared to go to aust next wk!! no clothes to bring! i think im gona suffer a panic attack soon..

And I'm really very tired..imagine a fat me bouncing onto my bed and the waves of spring effect that follow. oks. gona sleep like... in counts of last 10mins.

xoxo,

GoodGirls.O'Gone

2009-06-18T15:10:00.003+08:00

Here I am growing horizontally again..Spent a lot on cabs yesterday. And I shopped again! love to waste money on stupid things like..specs, shades etc..but if i don't get them, i'll keep thinking of them. haha And ger tempted me into buying a skirt i already have, in a different color. ahs. nvm. girls' dictionary never has 'too many'. Then we dined in at Manhatten Fish Market with Yihui and kept bugging her to sew us this beachwear tube dress we saw at bugis earlier. It's really damn nicee! All the talks about boys, girls, and issue about Kent cheating on geraldine..OK I'm kidding.(before he emos) he is the last man on earth who will ever cheat, i truly believe. hahaha

And everytime we hang out with Yihui..where do we end up?

Dbl O of course.

k lar. this time we suggested it cause we know she'll most prefer there.

Drink, dance, holy crap.

Got a shock when asked what we'll like to drink, G said, "order beer la"

And drunkards are scary...

I think I know why they like to stare with eyes wide open, because they can't balance very well, hence they have to open wide to focus better and stare very hard at one spot so they won't topple and fall. And they must tilt their head 45deg cause everything is slanted to them. this' the prof Qiyin theory.

Geraldine had swollen fingers. And I laughed non-stop. cos they looked so fat. haha

And she was so high that she kept insisting we go to a ktv pub after that. which we did at boat quay. But regretted immediately after we were more awoken.

woke up and checked my handphone this morning.

Geraldine: Even my feet swell. Wtf. Alcohol poison.

lols. Anyway, Im officially not liking to club already, srsly. it's a very extremely tiring activity!

Guess what I'm having for breakfast now.

Cocoa exotic. I'm a fat soul.

GottaBeChic

2009-06-17T04:04:00.003+08:00

I'M BEST AT GAINING WEIGHT. LIKE WHAT ELSE IS MY FORTE RIGHT?

***

Went to orchard to shop today! And I bought quite a couple of stuffs which no doubt, I need or I'll need.. haha

Then Peiying and I caught Ghosts of Girlfriends Past which is quite nicee.

We haven't like caught shows for a pretty long time.

Oks, gotta sleep.

It's freakin 4.07am now.

Busy day ahead.

((:

Yar Whee..!

2009-06-15T15:27:00.001+08:00

Ahh. BEWARE! PAPARAZZIs!!!

Too bright! Suddenly, I just don't know how to use my cam. darn.
Watch birthday boy turn into flour man.
And Jason is under Kelvin's shirt..eeeeww..Poor thing.
Think I'll resort to mass murders if I was sabotaged to look so bad on my birthday.
KianHong and I!
I like this pic, cos they were having so much fun. ha
Bottom: K.E.L.V.I.N. = failed
So I went to ECP thrice in 5days..madness! It's damn far from my house..Went blading with Lien ~~today~~that day. And it was so hot. She barely perspired cos it was so easy for her. Haa. But at least I didn't fall! Am proud of my achievement. ((:

Love east coast. But need God to shift it nearer to my place first.

We dined in at Dian Xiao Er @ Airport T3 for a random dinner! Well, because I was supposed to send Yongping off to Aust..but, I didn't quite wana take a bus down..so I dragged my whole family down, and burnt a tiny hole in my bro's pocket. waha

Their ducks were delicious. But I just tightened my braces, and was like really struggling in chewing.. =S And their power soup!

Then I went to find Yp @ T1. He's the white guy at the centre.
psst.. Mengalorewee should thank me for bending and making him look tall..haha

Yesterday was the last day of PC Show. Working with the Garmin people was really really nice. Nice people. Unlike those from Sony - bitchy like hell. So if my pay's not too bad, I'll most prob go back and work for them again. If not..i'll consider other alternatives!

Met vernon, zhenhui, eugene and mengwee after the show last night. Then we chilled at Starbucks Suntec before cabbing down to Simpang Bedok to supp. Stupid starbucks cheated Sy and my money! bought the 6drinks pass the other time, we ordered 4drinks and they chopped 5. ugh. and basically we didnt check lar. So..there goes. Think if we weren't tired, we could just chat all night long. Food there is not too bad..would have been real good if I was real hungry. heh

Ok! It's dad's birthday today. I gotta go get a cake. And that will be Cocoa Exotic, definitely! the most convenient and yummiest low end cake. haha

lollipop` im falling ill again!

2009-06-08T21:23:00.027+08:00

We're the bling queens! I proudly present, my mouse, my camera and Geraldine's hp! She helped me to bling my mouse. It's a huge contentment man.

There are 512 diamantes here..And I pasted them one by one..

This is the handsome, Happi. Drooling at his dinner.

Brush TEETH! The whole time, you just hear Geraldine go....

OIII..WHAT YOU DOINGGG....OPEN.. OPEN!!!!! ..OII! HAPPI!

He is so adorable, and obedient..well for most of the times lar..

Except that he's like super hyperactive.. after walks, we humans were so tired because he tends to be more dominating than us. And then he came biting his toy to me when we went back and wanted me to play tugging with him. but i enjoyed playing with him a lot! It's better than the previous round, I wanted to play with him, and he kept ignoring me. paiseh -_-"

KTV @ teoheng!

Then we headed to ECP Laguna for dinner. The food there is so good!

And we saw Pierre Png. He is super super charming i tell ya. Jo and I can't stop looking at him. Andrea de cruz is soooo lucky! I think he's every girl's dream guy. Haha but DREAM only.

And I feel sick again. Been having headaches since..yesterday. Went for dental today, I can remove my braces in July, after I'm back from Aust. Can't wait!

I'll post more pics the next time..

wonkie donkies

2009-06-04T15:24:00.001+08:00

When the stores were mostly closed..we wondered where these toy soldiers came from..

I was looking at this photo, analysing real hard where the 2 bright orange strips came from..
Like for damn long..really.... cos I remember ger wore yellow, bag's white and black. Neither should it come from me..

....

ok. I didnt know why i was so curious about that 2 strips ..

But I finally gave up and clicked to the next photo. And let my photo of the day explain what it is!!

Yeah..WHAT'S NEW RIGHT?! I didn't even recall the 3rd cup of coke we had. Retardedly, I should have seen this photo earlier.
ha. And yes, it's my favourite photo of the day.

DURIANS! I can spell durian ok.

Photo-Flops

Lol. fine.. anything will do!

In summary, Geraldine and I went to True Fitness today. And we almost K.O.ed after a 20minutes jog. But we attended the Body Combat Class (Kickboxing). Damn fun, though it's a killer. Well, the good thing is..everyone around you is pushing you not to give up. Ha And we couldn't go on to our starlight yoga anymore. Too exhausted.

So we traded Starlight yoga for steambath! And there was this damn gross women who was wrapped in a towel. She kept crossing her legs here and there..and both of us saw everything! uh. Perhaps she thought it was misty inside, and we wouldn't notice.. eew. (but I kinda thought maybe it was a beige panty with black patterns, which G said it wasn't! Haha) Later when we walked out of the steam room, I saw another naked women by accident as her shower curtain wasn't closed properly. walau. Therefore I was very concious of my surroundings when I showered.

And I'm so gona wear a pair of slipps next time!

After eating high calories durians, and a fried chicken. My exercises are so wasted. But..as we both like to think..it's NET gain zero. hehe

Oh, by the way..the trainer said that I am overweight..

I may be chubby, but

ME.. OVERWEIGHT!?!

wtfffff...

There must be many obese people in this world then. Seriously.

***

Have you met someone as irritating as my dad?

This morning he came home with wanton mee for me. So he kept waking me up at 11 ish. I refused to. And he attempted to snatch my bolster away.

So after a couple of tugs,

Me: (extends the bolster towards him) give you lar.....

Dad: hm.. dont want.

(stuffed the bolster back at my face.)

............................................ -____-

And the whole time, he just kept making noises. mimicking monkey, dog etc.

It's like a kid trying to wake his parents up can. -____-

***

Well, regarding the previous qn- If you've met someone as irritating as my dad..

Well YES. I met 2 irritating people today. No, at least my dad's loving. This is 1000times worser.

So it's about a cab driver.

Driver: Do you know ar..there are a lot of people who leaves things behind in the cab? their wallets, hps etc..

Me: oh. yeah..

I thought he was so kind to remind me not to leave behind valuables.

But he went on to describe many cases he's encountered..and how he always drove back and returned them etc.

So by now, i thought he was just another damn talk non-stop kinda driver.. Till...

Driver: Yeah lar. you see, we christians know that we must be honest. Be kind, and we'll get repaid..

OH.WOW. I'm not a christian. But I know that too ley. How amazing!

Then he started blabbering all about christianity and took out articles he photostated of which the headings read "Behold! God's chosen Prophet in the East! Holy Mount in Taiwan!" And he kept forcing me to take them out from the slot in the back of the seat to read.

When I took out and took a few glances, slotted it back. It's obvious that I am NOT INTERESTED right. But he went on and on about it. So fine. I let him self-entertain.

And he kept saying the..you know? you know?

So I told him. Oh. I know, I know..I'm a christian.

I thought he'ld shut up. But no, he wasn't that easy-going.

He went on to tell me bible stories in chinese. I mean, I do know some of the bible stories..but when you're telling me in chinese..how am I suppose to understand?!

Mu Xi - guess who?

Moses.

Tang Mu - guess who?

Thomas.

!!!

crazy fella. I totally showed it in his face that I was not interested, but he went on talking and talking..

At the end of the ride, he still forced me to take a few pieces of articles from his cab..

To help him throw right? thats what I kindly did.

It's not that I have anything against christianity.

I studied in a christian school since kindergarten till secondary school. thats like 13years.

And I believe in some kind of existence of every god. No doubt, I will respect them so long as it's not a scary cult. if you have the faith in what you believe in, you will be blessed. And what matters most to me is one's character, which I believe in whichever good religion, it'll mould you into a better person.

Did Jesus teach him to be a disturbance? No what.

Furthermore, it's infuriating that it's not even mainly about the love of god he was trying to influence. He was trying to promote his church!! Fucking irritating.

Try harder yoh..

***

My mum found all my shorts!!

Hello, I missed you all..

p/s: nana, don't tell my dad!

Nights Out People!

2009-06-03T03:10:00.005+08:00

And there's Suyuan on my right. She's kinda..um, badly tanned.
Mw proposed! which means he wont have much time left to live. Haha he can forget about going vietnam! k lar. just kidding. play play only!!! Girlfriend, dont be angry k.

Peace \/ (although it's better for the world if he gets slaughtered anyway. Ha!)

I sweated like a PIG. Really. I thought perspiration dripping all over my face, neck and back won't occur to me unless I exercise. Merely walked some distance home at night. The whole idea of our Earth dying is so critical. Will retail stores stop distributing plastic bags already!?! =/

No wonder True Fitness doesnt really conduct hot yoga classes anymore. Who needs Hot Yoga in a mad weather like this!! Speaking of which. I'm going to True Fitness tomorrow. Heh But I think I'll most likely sign up for Amore instead. Gona apply for financial aid soon, from Uncle Tay.

Sleepover on Friday at Wong susu's. Gona be me, her and her 2nd sis. Havoc already la. How i wish my parents will leave me in sg alone and go overseas. =s

GodKnows`

2009-06-02T12:59:00.003+08:00

I AM SO EXCITED TO BE ON THE SAME FLIGHT BACK FROM AUSSIE WITH MY DARLING SUYUAN!!!
WHAT A COINCIDENCE RIGHT.
MOREOVER, I GOT THIS BIG FEELING SHE'S SEATED VERY NEAR ME.
(I THINK) I PICKED 20 A/B/C THAT TIME , WHILE HERS' 19 A/B/C!!
OMG. THIS IS SO WONDERFUL. (not that I'm looking forward to be back in sg, but..i am happy!hee)

CherryCherryBoom*Boom

2009-06-02T01:26:00.008+08:00

MY NEW PHONE!

And I decided to be random. So I wore 2 different shades of havaianas out that day. and did mani, pedi with different colors on both hands and feet! Cool right? tsks. I took damn long to pick the colors know.

This was the look I headed out with..But I had no idea why I looked horrible in photos with this hairband when I was out. So I am not gona post those photos of me in the hairband and get criticised for the ugly style I had. Heh.

ps: oh right. before you think cranky of me. of course Im past the age of wearing different slipps on each foot (*recalls how during sec school days, we'll wear different colored trial slipps out* eew.bad taste.), not to mention different nail colorrrs!

And I'm done with Gossip Girls Season II. I kinda prefer the previous season. it really got boring towards the end.

Chocolati-Knot.

2009-05-30T23:44:00.007+08:00

I don't fancy revealing bras like..Fre*. ha
Iced Black Forest

Very nice place to romance/ chill at! Im gona try their Signature Black Forest Cake next time.

Chef Laurent Bernard is SOooo charming, isn't he? tsks.

I've got more pics coming up! Stay tuned. Hee

WednesdayI like flamingo and anything pink today

2009-05-29T21:09:00.000+08:00

BEN & JERRY'S!!!

Strawberry Cheesecake*Chocolate Chips*ChunkyMonkey

Our next pit-stop..

We soo.. needed this lil getaway..

It was a simple affair, with just S and M.

We came back and supp with K at grapevine! Haven't been there in ages. Then M sent us home. I sleptover at S's. Hee Caught the Barcelona vs Man Utd match. Super boring. Missed the first goal. And the 2nd goal was so expected. Mj-ed with Gabe and Dom at S's place.

Don't think that we live our lives in a slacking order all the time...

Shirin and I are working our asses off as taitai-trainees k.

This' how hard I worked...

Alright. Im gona dig Gossip Girl now!! :D

CoolLikeBooze

2009-05-27T01:49:00.004+08:00

I wonder if I'm gona get any pocket money this June.
I'm...a litto broke.
Need a job, or 2.
Ahs. Now I dont know if it oughts to be a happy thing to be able to go out and have fun or not.
With fun, comes expenditure. With expenditure, comes a halt of fun after some time.

Had sakae buffet with PP ytd, then mahjonged with S, M, ZH. And finally ended off with supper at hg green with S, M, ZH, K! K sneaked out from his books to supp with us cos G's not in town to nag at him for not studying. hahahaa nah. just kiddin.

Spent my day very simply today by movie-ing with cousin.

Wednesday - Going for a getaway!!! im excited. (:

Thursday - I haven't decided if I shld head to dbl o with nat and friends. hmm... a bit lazy. Besides, I really think I'm gettin' a bit too old for clubbing.

Friday - Haircut! And meetup with the odacians. woots. Haven't met them in a big long while.

Saturday - Meeting my babe, YZ. (LIKE FINALLY. OMG)

Sunday - Make it a family day? haha we'll see about that.

Just now as I was playing with my hair..(as usual, I always do that when I'm bored) I actually found use to this big hairband that I bought in 2007. And I always thought it was a freakin' waste of money to impulsely have bought that. Now I could use it! I can even wear it on my head to town! Shall make it my hairdo for tomorrow. Set. Hee

Am tireds. But I want to read my book/ watch my shows/ do facial..
And I figured that I can have 30hours a day to myself actually.

I just gotta die at a younger age for entitling myself to that. (:

abcdefghijklmnopQ

2009-05-25T14:15:00.004+08:00

Im dying of boredom.
Im in need of a new shopping khaki. All my khakis are like out of town or busy here and there.
Or just give me a job.
dammit

D.O.N.E.

2009-05-23T01:15:00.003+08:00

Done!
I thought I was well again. No I'm not.
I thought I was good this time. No I'm not.
I thought everything will work according to my plans. No they didn't.
I thought of every recent day as a new beginning. No they ended up stale.
I'm done for.
In this aspect-
(I don't wish to explain)

Went to lunch with P and L. So I asked my dad to go home first, and bring my bag home with him. I left my keys in there.
Hence I couldnt get home later..sucks. Bro's on night duty, father's out to work, mum at the wake.
I needed to change. I needed my medicine. I needed to pack my room. I needed some rest.
All these I went without..
End result? my diarrhea came back to haunt me all again.
And I climbed the stairs so many times for a toilet repeatedly.
Not gona let this happen again.

Did something very smart this morning.
Woke up at 6am, trying very very hard to keep myself awake.
I drank coffee
hmm. not a coffee person-not workin.
So I did hoola-hoops.
voila!
I puked...
Very smart attempt of me when I knew well that I was suffering from stomach flu.
But I was a desperado.

oks. very sleepy.
*It's just amazing when I observed how much positivity I have these days. No matter how upsetting a day is. I always manage to find smiles in my soul.
Perhaps Im just too lazy to be unhappy. why not?*

Silence master..

2009-05-20T14:45:00.003+08:00

So I was down with stomach flu for the past few days. I puked out every possible source of food in my stomach. And diarrhea simply complements it perfectly. I went to two different doctors. Requested for an injection the second time, cos I really can't take it anymore. (The injection only cures my fever) Thus I still continued to have diarrheas and puking symptoms. Not helping in my appetite at all. Not to mention that the injection just above my ass was awfully painful, but I kinda grown to tolerate pain better than when I was younger. Eventually, the 40.3deg celcius did subside. So, nothing to complain about.

Been feeling down since yesterday. Partly due to my illness, and partly due to a family matter. I haven't seen my mum in tears for a long time..and it just pains me so much that this has to happen.. I pray for all pain taken away to be worthwhile.

I can't tolerate tears.

Is it too much to ask for eternalism?
Life is just not equally as fair to everyone.

PigFever

2009-05-18T20:14:00.004+08:00

Yikes. I was shivering from cold today, when I thought the air con was too much. But I kinda felt like it's fever. So I came home, and after a hot shower, my goose pimples re-surfaced.
Must be fever. I burnt for many hours..am slightly better now.
Bloody hell, I wasted 4hours sleeping. woke up in sweat, and the feeling was like..finally,I AM SWEATING!
Realised my face was damn flushed, red like a tomato. so I went to look for my brother.. He was playing ps-soccer. And I just sat in his room to stone for a while. He never offer to take me to the doctor lor. How sweet of him.. -_-"
ha But anyway I got scolded by my dad for refusing to go down to the clinic. My body is like radiating so much heat now.. But I feel so much better. I will drink like a camel today.
Skarli I'm the first case of swine flu in sg. haha

ColorsOfMe

2009-05-18T00:03:00.000+08:00

When all we need is to relax.

Macro-shot: I applied a gentle layer of black eyeshadows at the top and bottom..
Gotta let my inner eyelid breathe..
And this is why all the photos were half of my face..
The contrast ain't that big here, but you can totally see one big, one small eye when it's not so close-up. Okay, I'm getting really giddy from staring at this pic. Besides, the dark circles are really kinda driving me crazy. Shall finally get some organic milk and create my own eye mask soon.

Enough of playing with makeups.

I've come to a decision.
To go for a haircut desperately soon! and I wana dye my hair to copper red - need to brighten up.

And I've come to a second decision.

To go for eyelash extensions!

Every girl's gotta try it once in their lifetime at least right.

yells. I hate channel 5.

They actually didn't cast my Harper's Island tonight because they replaced it with Blade the Series. And it sucks. Reminds me of The Spirit movie that I caught in Genting, that set snooze for all of us. They robbed me of my only entertainment. To think I was so looking forward to see who gets killed next.

Nevermind..I shall just slum back into my miserable life.

Please make me aneroxic. I need to go back to where I stood.

-TimeIsRunnin'Out-

2009-05-15T23:30:00.002+08:00

Went Cafe Cartel today, and that Edward knows that we love mayo. Cos everytime we go there, we'll always request for Mayos. So he served us sooo many tubs. Very thoughtful of him man.. but -_-" ... haha there were only two of us, with 2 not very big platters of snackers.

MySweets

2009-05-14T20:53:00.009+08:00

On some days, it's just so heartwarming to know that a dear friend is thinking of you, missing you, and wanting to surprise you.. (:

"Please don't grow up.."

Reminiscence back in the eyes of a kid..
From days of fights with my brother, till days I didn't dare to fight back..
How I wish he still fights with me now..

On a different tune, whilst I was looking for a sweet candy photo, I came across this(below).
kinda gross, but I really admire the models' courageous attempt.

[Parental Guidance]

Not a fan of candy.

Had a bad day..

2009-05-14T00:34:00.005+08:00

It was an endurance test today.
Pretty sure my eyebags doubled the layers. Srsly.
I saw that face. And I just knew I was gona be bearish today.
Freaking hate my dark eye circles!!!

kays. 'nuff said.

I need my sleep badly!!!

FreezeThatThought

2009-05-11T12:43:00.003+08:00

Oh man. it's monday already.
Blessing or not?
Was talking to lzh last night.
He and Mwee actually thought of an english name for me. Inspired by Kofi Annan.
I told him that I didn't need to know. must be some rosemary or something.
But he claimed it was a good one.

So it goes like this..

Anne's my middle name. (wa..still got middle name..*started anticipating..)

Kopi Anne Tay

-________________-"

My crappy friends drive me crazy all the time.

And I told him to name himself House, inspired by House the Doctor. Then he can visit my school during sports day, and all the girls will cheer for him. (He knows about my sec school's Lee House)
Till I heard what Mwee thought for him.

Love Lee.

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHA aww~

ks. gotta go study.
Buais.

I love Mum, like I love Mom.

2009-05-10T12:33:00.006+08:00

Was awoken by some boisterous thunders that sounded like mine bombs this morning.
Scary. My dad walked into my room wanting to wake me up, only to realise that I was staring big at the ceiling. (I don't have a ceiling fan, so I'm not autistic.)

And I found more cash on my desk this morning!! what a pleasant day. Money do fall from the sky ay.
Yeah. I wish.
My dad : why you so poor...
, while I was semi sleeping. Then minutes later, $200 on top of my pocket money appeared! Honestly, ever since I stopped giving tuitions, I've been a poor soul. But I wonder why I'm still growing horizontally.. -_-"

Anyway, shall change my blog layout when I have z mood after z exams!!

RockTheFlame

2009-05-08T02:23:00.008+08:00

I was supposed to be sleeping, when some very extremely random historical thoughts ran past my mind. That raged my senses-- I want to blog about this! Now!

So over a year ago, A & B headed down to an agent to book some tickets. Upon handing to A the receipt, the agent seems to or may have almost forgotten that A & B have yet to make payments. A thought, "Ha great! free tics then!"
While B felt something amissed, and WHispered to A about the payment. Then the agent, whether he overheard or not, he did direct A & B to make payments.
So A was furiousss..and A chided B for what seemed like quite a long period of time for being so ignorant to mention the payment in front of the agent, yada yada..

*Warning: B is a female. And FEMALES are animals that LOVE to bear grudges.*

So, B thought to herself. wtf. we bought the tickets, then just fucking pay for them lar. not as if B caused themselves to incur Extra losses. Agree? Well, obviously B couldn't say these then, because A was an agressive mammal.

See firstly, based on integrity..it is morally unjustifiable to do so. If you were to cheat on a minor amount, say five dollars which would probably be worth fifty cents some time in the future, and relative to a person's full salary, it's peanuts.. Then fine, so be it. But here, it is not. So how can one just want to keep quiet? Wouldn't this be equivalent to stealing? Imagine the agent has to suffer a pay cut due to this negligence? Would your moral conscience be ok with it? Maybe for you, if you don't have a conscience. Well, this was what B felt so then. But again, couldn't quite make her point across to angsty A.

Two, one can't possibly take advantage of another knowing of the other party's mistake- the court will not allow it. Hence ultimately, if the agent or the agent's company decides to sue A & B, both of them will still have to pay. Maybe A will argue that it's been paid for; an invoice has been issued. ha!
Well, the court ain't that stupid. They can easily check your bank transactions etc. Or simply refer to the surveillance in the office that day to see if you did make your payment or not. Hence, with no consideration (benefit) given to the agent or his company. You are due to pay no matter what. Worse, to lie about having paid may cost you more penalties.

Last, if one is lucky enough to pass all the legal obligations and moral conflicts, and manages to make it for the trip happily, without any cost, of course. Then god bless you that you come back safe and sound if retribution doesn't hit you yeah. ha

Sorry, what's my point??

Oh. my sub-point is..if you're reading this. Girls really really do bear a hell lotta grudges, all their life, or maybe not, if you get lucky. (:
(I wanted to make peace, but some things from the past- even a thought of it was really intolerable. I can't even understand how B managed to tolerate your unreasonableness. And too bad, this is my blog whether you agree to my statements or not.)

Finally, my main point is..you ain't always right and always the smart one. It was merely your luck that B always gave in to you, listened to you, and be there to let you vent your frustrations.

xoxo,
B

**Disclaimer**
I'm not one scary and hateful lady by nature..like really..REALLY.

Fish Stank Me

2009-05-08T00:01:00.005+08:00

I have been diligent for the past 2days.
Thank you, thank you.

Grr. If only I started earlier. But better late than never yeah.

AND,
Just when I feel my face really needs masking, I ran out of masks..
Horrible. Ok, I actually have some shiseldo mud mask, but I want a whitening mask sheet that I can just dispose of right after use..

Shall go get some when I step out of my house.
This is what I probably look like now...

Eew.

Destress&Detox!

2009-05-06T23:26:00.006+08:00

Missy jogged a jog today!!

The first round was alleviating, and I felt my bones completely released.
After one round..I wanted to go home.
But clearly, I didn't lar. I didn't want my mum to be like.."what, you're done??"

So I jogged my way up the multi-storey carpark.. To realise that the rooftop's quite a nice and quiet place to be at. If there are very few odd people like me, who'll jog in the MSCP of course. (No wonder couples like to go there.)
And I later bounced up 20 storeys in total! Then went for more rounds before I head home.
All these nearly killed me actually. For a whole time, I couldn't quite hear anything other than my breathing. But I'm glad I made it. Shower felt extra rejuvenating. Now, I'm gona do a 5-10minute leg lift before I head back to
THIS:

This is only part of the mess I see during exams period. Now you know my pain. How to study with everything piled up around me! Furthermore, my family can't have proper dinners this whole month because the dining table is full of these too. Haha Don't worry, they still love me.

Well, these' gotta go at the end of this month. I'll go crazy if I see my house in such a state for any longer.

Byes! I hate all of you who are done with exams..

hahaha

Love School if there's no EXAMS.

2009-05-04T01:18:00.002+08:00

I've been having some lower back aches. Perhaps due to bad sitting posture, moreover long hours of it. I tend to cross my legs a lot.. and it probably gives my spine a lot of stress.

So I shifted out my beanie and it's damn chor deng. My room looks like it's just been halved from a protuding red bean bag.

My memory is failing me. I can't seem to lock the inputs in my brain. They are currently in my recycle bin now, awaiting me to retrieve them. Thats why I can never understand why some people can study for so many years.

I wish I can just stop school already.

He's Old.

2009-05-03T00:00:00.005+08:00

Hi, it's me again..
..of course.

Today, is Nicholas' birthday. His church friends threw him a surprise party.
And according to his speech, he still feels like it's sweet sixteen. (I implied it by taking 21-5)
Really hoped he enjoyed his day. He's got sucha great family honestly. Cute grandpa. Cute mom. Cool dad.
Well, I don't have any pics as I brilliantly forgot to bring my cam.
But I filmed him performing for us. Click here to view it!
Sorry for the quality..it's a music phone, you see.
Oh. And I got to say..whoever marries him..better hires a maid.
His room is.....
DISCLAIMER:
I DID NOT SAY ANYTHING.
But well, I guess thats the manliest part of him. HAHA I'M JUST KIDDING.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS!
You're blessed. (:
(cos I'm blogging for you, and all about you!)

1st entry with a title longer than post itself.

2009-05-01T17:10:00.005+08:00

I dislike weekends.

Men Don't Get It.

2009-04-30T11:57:00.003+08:00

Many men perhaps needs to brush up on their comprehensive skills, seriously.
What does it mean when I say, "I'm having exams. Don't keep asking me out" ?
It means, Stop asking me out. I will initiate to fork out time for you when I want to hang out with you during my free time..and thats provided I have free time.
Despite this, I still find the same person asking me every week if I'm free for this or that.
Now, what does it mean when I say, "I'm not free.." ?
(I don't really have to interpret this right?)
Why is it that after replying with such a direct manner, I still can get another sms a few hours later in the evening, "free for coffee?"
WTF right?
Go attend some English night class for goodness' sake.

I AM NOT AVAILABLE UNTIL END OF MAY. THANK YOU. I'LL RATHER BORE TO DEATH AND FRUSTRATION OF BEING LONELY AND DIE IN MY PILE OF NOTES DURING THIS ONE MONTH.

p/s: I am very very biased a person I know. VERY. Like when my girls ask me out, I may just agree to it. But at least I know they always have my studies at interest. I hardly give a damn to friends who just ask me out because they are bored, and constantly forgets the fact that I am in the midst of exams.

Sorry, kinda pmsing..... My aunt is super late this month!

Gasping on its last breath, dear Earth.

2009-04-27T22:08:00.003+08:00

Weather is so hot, it makes me so equivalently hot..hot..HOT.

What.?

I meant it literally ma.. (as in warm, not "hot")
Then again, it'll depend on the angle you're viewing it from. You see..I could be hot, if you think I am. Or I could be hot(as in literally sweaty and warm too)..
Nevermind. *I am NOT sweaty now. Just warm. Please don't tryna portray a stinky, sweaty me. Thank you.
The earth is so gona die.
On top of that, I'm still turning on my air-con everynight, thus further killing the Earth. Now don't give me that cynical look. I'm sure a lot of people out there are blasting their air-cons too.

Plus, I think I just kena ~~hand-foot~~-mouth disease. Yeah, smart! That makes mouth disease....
Got blisters growing on both sides of my upper lip.

Right. gona turn on my air con. tak boleh tahan..

SillyThings,it's SO ME.

2009-04-24T23:07:00.006+08:00

Silly things happening to me almost every other random day..
After Hydrobath at Citispa that day, we blew our hairs. And my hair got sucked into the back of the hairdryer. knn. damn pain ok. Ended up, i had to cut off that strip of hair. zzz! Citispa shld be damn glad I didn't pursue the matter. argh.

And today..(This won't be surprising..really.)
I was supposed to have class at 12. I told myself that I've to reach by 12. But, I reached at 1015.
I only realised that I was way too early for class when I walked into the LT, and voila! unfamiliar lecturer.
Hmm..??

So I went to check the details of my lecture. correct LT what!! and I looked at my watch. OMG! what am I doing in school an hour and three quarters earlier, and still thinking that I was late?? Blur to the max man. I could have slept SIX THOUSAND and THREE HUNDRED SECONDS longer. And thats basically sufficient for me to snooze 11 times (my alarm rings every 9mins).
whatever la ar.

Byes!

Over-The-Moon Post

2009-04-20T23:10:00.014+08:00

WARNING: THIS ENTRY'S GONA BE FULL OF EXCLAMATIONS!

16GB IPOD TOUCH HAS HIT MY SACK!!!
woohoo!! YES YES YES!!!

Ever since my brother stole the opportunity to get the ipod touch before me a year ago, I've been secretly jealous about it. This time, mine's even better than his! It's 8gb bigger. Ha. So happy! Now I can input videos and wifi in school !! Now I can survive with my "dammit" phone. Unless my "dammit" phone dies on me.
Haven't been excited over a new item for pretty long. The last time would be my Sony Cam, which was less than a year ago. haha Anyway, I arranged songs on Itunes last night..until 3am. Because I lamely added songs one by one, because I want QUALITY CONTROL. Didn't want my song lists to be messy. And I added album art for every single singer/song. Much Effort!

Went for facial and hydrobath therapy at Citispa with Liqi. This time we didn't throw in those fake roses that stupidly get ourselves pricked anymore. haha

Awesome!!! Wish I had one at home and that water, electricity bills don't matter to me. Us with no make-up on. Not that jialat right. Just..very pale. heh

Met up on the same day with Nic and KangRong at night.
Watch this.
Genuine Smile

The "Hurry, before I laugh!" Smile

and Fuck. I don't smile.

US!

We had dinner at Werners, a German restaurant in Siglap. It was pretty good.

I ordered this Pork Knuckle. Super worth the money, cause it's HUGE. And although my Pork tasted like duck meat. It was Yummy. The roasted skin tasted like...100slices of stacked Beijing Roast Duck I suppose..((:

Try it!

Imma Teletubby

2009-04-20T00:49:00.006+08:00

Harper's Island is damn NICEEE..! A pity I didn't catch the first episode last week. But nevermind. it's so exciting. I know, season 1s are always exciting.

To-Watch list:

Heroes Season III (I think I watched the pirated version man. why so different from those shown on starworld? )
Gossip Girls 2nd half of Season II
Reaper Season I (bought it, and no time for it. Perfect. )
Supernatural Season I (borrow from gera!)
Harper's Island
Desperate Housewives Season IV...... (um, nevermind, maybe not...
Las Vegas
90210

Guess I'll have to prepare Eye-Mo for this big battle! And I got this feeling, after exams I'll always not be at home. So the conclusion of this To-Watch list..is in a way thrashy.

To support local productions, I think Fighting Spiders are nice too. Reminds me of Growing up, but it's lot more adorable.

Im a couch potato aka Teletubby.

-Peace out-

He confessed my beauty!!! Haha

2009-04-17T00:37:00.004+08:00

Dear Babe, How hard I find to describe thee,
The melody of the wind straining through the gaps in your teeth,
Sets my heart aching with righteous fire,
Yet I can never look straight,

At yonder your direction,
For it seems that to do so,
Is to commit a Sin greater than hate,
For I am waning of worthiness,

To glimpse upon perfection,
So I will only stand afar,
Hoping once again I may,
Listen to the melodic strains of wind.

By Alvin Chua

I told him that it'll be sweet if my husband writes me a love poem at my age of 50. And he told me, it's easy. He got it done in 15mins. haha Too bad, im not your lover! And why I think I'll be relatively freaked out if I can see gaps in my teeth!! You could stick this poem on the walls of Bens & Jerry store though.

făcute în cer..

2009-04-15T19:12:00.013+08:00

My love, I have tried with all my being
to grasp a form comparable to thine own,
but nothing seems worthy;

I know now why Shakespeare could not
compare his love to a summer’s day.
It would be a crime to denounce the beauty
of such a creature as thee,
to simply cast away the precision
God had placed in forging you.

Each facet of your being
whether it physical or spiritual
is an ensnarement
from which there is no release.
But I do not wish release.
I wish to stay entrapped forever.
With you for all eternity.
Our hearts, always as one.

- Anthony Kolos -

Before I get on my vulgarities,I'll stop here.

2009-04-15T00:11:00.005+08:00

Tiredz Tiredz Tiredz Tiredz Tiredz Tiredz Tiredz Tiredz Tiredz Tiredz Tiredz Tiredz Tiredz Tiredz Tiredz Tiredz Tiredz Tiredz Tiredz Tiredz Tiredz Tiredz Tiredz Tiredz Tiredz Tiredz

There ain't a thing called an easy life.

Maybe, I'm lucky.

2009-04-14T01:59:00.007+08:00

A call to Radio FM 91.30 to stand a chance to win a pair of tickets to........

I'll tell my story first. haha
They were seeking the 9th caller. So i just decided to dial for fun. cos i tried in the earlier session, and I failed to get through..
While I was still telling gera: just press your dial button twice... (cos she didnt know the no. and previously i dialed using her hp; so the no's in her call list)

Dj Hutch (let's just call him Dj): Helloo..!
Me: (surprised!) Hi!! :D
..
Me: Am I no. 9??
Dj: What no. 9?
(I panicked a little, cos I thought I dialed a wrong no. haha)
Me:..um am I caller no. 9? ha
Dj: Oh well, you're caller number 4 plus 5!
Me: (disappointed) Ohh..okayyy......
Dj: You know 4 plus 5?
Me:......?? Huh..sorry?
Dj: ok. what's 4 plus 5?
Me: 4 plus 5.............9?
Me: OMG!!! HAHA..I'm caller no. 9!! Haha I can't believe I got through..ha
Dj: Yes!! congratulations!!...(blablabla)

I bet he was rolling his eyes already luh. hahaha. I sounded so bimbotic, I know. But frankly, I'll prefer you calling me that to being hard of hearing. lols It's funny to hear myself on air. And gera says I sound exactly like "that". so I started thinking..hey, first time I'm hearing my own voice (I'm serious) and I think I quite like my voice sia. HAHA

Anyway, being the lucky no. 9 serves me the chance to be picked to ans 3 simple qns this friday in the morning show and win a pair of tickets to an Eco-adventure trip in India. So, afterall..it's nothing that much to hurray over. I won nothing..yet. And I don't mind going to India. Experience you know. haha

But all in all, I think being the no. 9 is good enough! haha Be happy with life's littlest things right?

Showers of blessings

2009-04-09T17:16:00.004+08:00

I was all prepared to head to starbucks to study. But, I got lazy.

I ~~love~~ rainy days! makes me so lazyyyy...

The Hot Qn: When is she getting a boyfriend?

2009-04-08T01:57:00.012+08:00

This tells quite a bit about her party aye. Basically, you can see 4 laughing faces except for Ms Wong's, who cried like she was at a wake. kk, touch wood. well, actually we were laughing at her.

And I thank the one who took this shot of me. That I looked pretty hot in it. except for the running colors of my hair.

Poor buy trapped in an old man's body.
Amongst all the girls around, vernon chose Mengwee..
You see!! Vernon doesn't cares about taking photo with me. Must be looking out for Mengwee. And so is this zhenhui.. the one who can't tell Ant from Antm.

Wanjun's still the best.
Was telling suyuan that I think I can only take nice photos with a mirror before me.
Gotta remember to bring a mirror along with me everywhere next time.
Finally, a cosy shot.

Yeah. laugh all you want!!

loves, da Babe-

Yusof-ian theory

2009-04-07T02:04:00.004+08:00

As we were studying, we stopped and started thinking how amazing it would be to share the great minds of the world. One of the leaders in Singapore -- Yusof Bin Ishak. Maybe we'll look smarter with his brains on.....

This was what came to our minds when we pictured ourselves to have his brain power. Fantastic. But I highly doubt that our present physique is able to match up with his very....green..brain.

So we went on thinking that it would be just good to be as persuasive as them. Nah, we don't need to reach hitler's level, do we?

We seem much more ready to be the first female president of Singapore with Mr. Yusof's very sexy....~~moustache~~ lips.

No! C'mon..Not with the moustache! ugh.

I guess we'd better stick to being bimbos......boo.

ThankGodIt'sSaturday! cos it feels like Sunday.

2009-04-04T20:21:00.004+08:00

Is it that my ears ain't cleanly dug enough, or my speakers failing, or just the code's problem that my blog music is soooo soft? hmm. nevermind. perhaps most of the people who reads my blog turn their audio off whenever they come to my blog. haha cos i do that when i read others' blogs. But I love to play a song on mine still. So, take is as a blessing in disguise if you dont already like my music, you guys don't need to mute your sound controls already.

Anyway, i just came back from botak jones with mum and dad. damn full. I had 2 full meals in a short 4hour span. (because I woke up at 3+ to have my breakfast. I had DUCK RICE for breakfast, can you believe it. so turn off man. but i finished it anyway. haha recession ar, don't waste food.)

Today..I'm proud to say, I'm a steady driver. tsks. my dad didn't comment on my driving even though his left hand was still constantly glued to the handle bar on top of him. -_-" It's gona take a long time to erase off my bad records. Headache. haha My dad was complaining that the gps we bought cant come into use. So he's regretting that it's a waste of money. I told him, "thats because you don't let me use the car what..no car, how to use my gps.." He kept quiet. -.-

Suyuan's birthday was full of wows. The chalet's really stunningly decorated, on top of the nicely renovated place. Anyway, I'm too lazy to upload photos to my comp, not to speak fb. my camera's still in the bag. sorry man..hehe

Bimbo Champ Already LOR.

2009-04-03T13:30:00.001+08:00

I desperately need eyedrops.
My eyes are giving way as it's been teary and red for the past few days (esp mornings and late nights).
I'm a little worried about this uncomfort though.

It's suyuan's birthday celebration today! And I can finally blog about this since I doubt she'll read my blog today.

I acted out of drunken stupor on Sunday night.
(ok, fine luh. I wasn't drunk. just plain retarded. haha)
Jacinda asked me to come up with a "What do you think of Suyuan?" in one full A4 pg. And i mistakenly went to draft out covers as shown below.....
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And I even sent out 3 types of such to let Jacinda choose, cos I wasnt sure what she wanted. Ended up, she messaged me that she wanted me to write up to a one pg length of what I think of suyuan, blabla.. HAHA. wtf was I thinking man.. Damn embarrassing.

So that pretty summarizes my title of the post. I'm the Bimbo Champ already lor..plus gona be a blind one soon.

MyShrieks

2009-03-27T03:28:00.009+08:00

I've been sick for the 2nd day. And I thought sleeping early may help.

So I woke up twice within a 6-hour span. First, rather disturbed by the fact that it was very warm. I had my air-con turned on. Second, here I am. Woke up for a pee break from my dreams. One, I'm perturbed at my hair which drastically seemed so different from my dream, two, I'm still drooling at my nose.

Regarding one, I got a shock of my hair cos I very much wished it was just a wig. I don't know how much I hate it. But I detest it a lot right now.
And regarding two, I wanted to look for some food before I pop the panadols and jump into bed again. I'm taking milo now, which..ain't exactly what I desired.

So anyway, it's a weird timing that I'm awake now. So many things I want to do, I'm not sure if sleeping is the best choice.

The cuckoo bird is cuckoo-ing right now. It's only 3.40am! Crazy bird..
I used to hear this bird during my secondary school days when I prepare to go to school everyday. How cute. oks, I'm not sure if it's the same bird exactly, but it is this KIND of bird alright. And it's cute because I miss going to school (PL). I miss that morning singspiration that I dreaded all along. I miss the march song that we always rush through because we don't want to be late for assembly. Perhaps the only thing I don't miss is to sit on the carpark floor. ha anyway, I heard that in Buddhist schools such as MeeToh, their prayers end with Namo Amitabha. Try switching Amen to that. quite funny, ain't it?

So many people, so many things that we've met and been through. I can tell who are the ones who deserves my love, and those bogus obviously don't deserve better treatments from me. If you're true to be nice, I will feel it.

omg. sorry for this random part, do sick people do this all the time? ugh. Do you think butterflies shit?

p.s: I hate my hair. fuck this mop.

precious..

2009-03-25T00:33:00.002+08:00

Oh DEAR..
I took effort and some time this evening to do an express pedicure myself.
Only to recall that I'm going swimming tomorrow!
And I don't know if it's the effects of chlorine or what, my nail polish always chips off vbadly.
So I'm depressed now, about the thought that I've to redo my nails tomorrow. Boo. Thats what I hate about being a girl. I just added an extra layer of top coat to it, and prays that it'll still look nice after tomorrow. arhhh.. damnit.

Conversation of the day

2009-03-24T00:18:00.004+08:00

(I stopped replying Zhenhui cos I was at the living rm for 1.5hrs, and finally when I was back......)

me:
sorry I was watching antm

zhenhui:
whats antm? i only know tmnt

me:
no. I was watching an ant

zhenhui:
...
thats so what i did last time.
so did you kill the ant eventually?

me:
haha
uh can't bear to

(after a short conversation, i disappeared for a short while again..)

zhenhui:
i went runnning
you like dim sum?
ehh come back and talk to me.. stop watching the ant..

Haha. By the way, ANTM stands for American Next Top Model. I still haven't told him...And I cannot believe he really thinks that I disappeared because I was so concentrated in watching an ANT for 1.5hrs. -_______-"

Long-awaited for

2009-03-20T20:41:00.004+08:00

Xinyang, me, and Liqi.

So glad that we hanged out yesterday!

I didnt have many photos cos Liqi was still noob with her new Omnia phone. On top of that, Omnia phone only can send out photos one by one. walau.

haha and we watched Race to Witch Mountain. I think it's pretty exciting. not too bad. ((:

After which, I met Nicholas ~~Tse~~ Khoo before we met K^.

Ha anyway they damn give face know. kept repeating the line I wanted to hear.

"omg you look damn hot!" although I didnt hear much sincerity in those little words of theirs. But it's better than none! haha

The band was pretty good last night by the way.

They invited this birthday boy to the stage to sing. (he was a little drunk, and damn skinny, looked completely like a classic geek)

But when he started singing, he kinda blew us off.

HA awesome!

One of the conversations we had last night was about K^ once accidentally saw his sec sch girl friend's boobs due to loose blouse and bra. it was damn hilarious they way they were saying it. they mentioned the girl's called Sheena.

me: did i tell you guys before that I've a cousin called Sheena who was from Anglican High too?

K^ and Nic *stunned!

Nic: Sheena Q**k???

me: oh nolaaa..

K^: WAAaaaaaaah HENG ar.

(Laugh Out Loud)

Overall, I had a great time yesterday. the two guys are still the same old funny and nice people. I think I was damn lucky to have met all the nicest people in Tpjc. My classmates, and even my first 3months friends..aw~ love them all to bits.

FeelTheHeat

2009-03-16T15:25:00.003+08:00

I might be going to Perth this late June!
And I'm really really very keen on backpacking with Vernon to vietnam.
Been thinking about the cashflow and time though. Cos it'll be impossible for me to get a full-time job if I plan to go to so many places this holiday. then I'll be thwarting my plan of getting a 6-mth full time job this June.

Hmm.

no money=no fun. and even if we've got the riches, we still may not be able to have fun.

Went to SzuJeng's 21st yesterday at Carlton Hotel yesterday, and I got tempted to go teoheng after that. Bad influenceee.! haha but I had loads of fun anyway.

End result? skipped today's paper... let me emphasize (self-console at the same time) it's a mock paper. but I still feel very guilty. Good. At least I still have my senses. Shall study soon. Meanwhile. no more papers!! congrats.

By the way, I declare that it's not the end. In fact, things are just getting started.

YAYs for Capital Punishment!

2009-03-13T00:24:00.004+08:00

I don't feel like going tomorrow..
I don't feel like going tomorrow..
I don't feel like going tomorrow..
I don't feel like going tomorrow..
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I don't feel like going tomorrow..
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Hell. I know I'm irritating.

I'm on the verge of forgetting what's like in town, and what's in this season. Really. My daily dressing revolves around spag/tanktop/tee+short with flipflops and barely any makeup on (saves money i know). I can't even be bothered with my dear hair these days.

Hello, whats new?
Well, at least now I feel it's much more humane of Singapore to exercise capital punishment instead of lifetime imprisonment.

Now don't be telling me.."Then go out la!"..well, understand that I actually want to study, but my attention span is so darn short. A problem I've yet to be able to counter. It's not that I'm dying to not study and go out. Moreover, it's not like town will take me a day to travel to. I can go down anytime, if i like to. =/

*I hope Dad will revise his budget and buy me a Garmin GPS.*

It's friday, the 13th again!!

history..

2009-03-10T14:15:00.008+08:00

Stumbled across a set of photos that we took sometime back in school during break.

Look how we deliberately tickled Peiying till her face turned tomato. Ops. I hope that was last year, because I'm supposed to be angelic this year. haha Anyway, Nat was the mastermind!

And how she turned me into an un-adorable rabbit eventually..

We're quits!

Fightin` [Round 2]

2009-03-08T01:43:00.005+08:00

Met Suyuan at TM today. And I think it feels good to catch up and study with her again! feels like those days, except that we're both prettier now. hahaha

I want to go shop, chill and have crazy funs with her again! Wish that I could be immobilized now! it seems like my days are passing fast..yet, not that fast. how tormenting.
Anyway, I got bitten several times, but still I don't believe that I am caffaine-activated. So I took coffee today again. Therefore, if you see me online till 5am. No doubt, it's me. But I'll rather be rolling on my bed, than to stare at this meaningless screen.

I still remember how terrible it was to suffer from insomnia. I could hear the slightest noise around my neighbourhood.

Like there was this fucking car, didn't know what was its f-ing problem, alarm goes off every 5secs, and it lasted like "forever" to me. Until I was so fed up, I wanted to shut the windows and switch on my air-con. But I waited for a moment after I got up...

"aye..like no more already........" (:

So I laid down....then the alarm went off AGAIN! Bloody hell right?

Ahs, anyway there's an atrocious mozzie in my study room that bit my ass last night. Seems like we have an affinity..
I hereby remind myself: I'm an angel, so I'll let it quench its thirst if it likes to..
before it dies a smashing slamdown.

Moral of the story: Never offend a woman.

retard

2009-03-05T17:21:00.004+08:00

I was talking to myself earlier. And it's making me laugh...

I wonder if I'm okay actually. Found new words that I can't say.

Can you see that the biteplate is depressing?

Mom cooked porridge for me today. yummy.

Oh but I wonder how long I can go on saying.."yummy" for.

Imagine day after day, week after week.

A life filled with porridge.

oh fuck

Sounds like another traumatising tonsilitis period.

Off I go to catch Marley & Me!

AbsolutelyNothing!

2009-03-04T19:05:00.008+08:00

Life with a short tongue:

Well, today is the first day I'm picking up short-tongued language. Not by will, of course. My dentist placed this biteplate at the back of my teeth, and now I can't say things starting with d, r, s, t...etc. So if I say "REALLY meh", it'll sound like "Rarely meh", "speak" sounds like "svpik" and "radio" sounds like "ladio".

It's "C-riusti"(seriously) very sad man. This means if I go to Ktv, I can only watch people sing, while people laugh at me sing!

And I am so determined to put this to an end within 2months' time. She mentioned 6wks, but I'm very skeptical about it, really. The rubberbands that I've to put the the sides..disastrous. I was smsing a friend, saying that I just broke one side of the rubberbands. She replied within 2-3mins time telling me to be gentle with it, and I replied her within the next min that "I broke the other side too.." I'm sorry that I made her burst out laughing in the library alone..ha so the worst is not about not being able to speak that clearly or having rubberbands that restrict my yawning etc, but it's that I can no longer bite with my chewing teeth! I can now only eat with my front teeth. This means, I am so gona S.T.A.R.V.E.. yes, that is. Because I can only feed myself with liquid food, no chewing (because I really don't know how to).

Thanks to my brilliant dentist. -_- why am I the only one who has to go through this phase of braces treatment? My teeth before braces wasn't even undesirable! I just wanted to wear braces, so I can have even nicer teeth. But she seems to be treating me like as if my teeth was That bad. Wrong choice man.

Incidentally, I went down to Hougang Mall to collect my Fenugreek from a Medicine Hall. That bloody uncle forgot to help me grind!! And he still had the cheeks to chuckle and say "aiya, i forgot ley!" Seriously, I thought he was joking with me initially know. Till he kept repeating that he really forgot..then, you can imagine my face went really black..BLACK. argh.
I was so pissed off, I didn't even wana answer him when I'll be collecting, I just turned and walked out... $&*@&#*!
Just because he's old enough to be my ah gong doesn't mean I can't be rude to him ok. Wasted more than 30mins of my life going there for nothing.

So the best activity of the day, is to sit at home nicely showered and not go anywhere. I swear I nearly cursed everyone around me on my way home (in my heart). That was how grumpy I was. Yes, now you know. Girls are scary! Very scary!

But I feel good again. ((: Nothing really makes me unhappy for long I suppose. Power of mood swing. And I love the show Las Vegas! Caught it on SCV last night at 2am because I was so bored. Then I felt like I'm hooked onto it. haa..come to think of it. I haven't finish watching Gossip Girls, Heroes, Desp Housewives and not yet started on my Reaper. But I'll still grab Las Vegas. You peeps should watch it too! I love their humour, a lot.

Came across this photo..

Totally my kind of dog!

forget the star, I'm reaching for the moon.

2009-03-03T21:03:00.005+08:00

As I can see, most of my friends (other than those taking exams with me), are more gan chiong that "I OUGHT TO BE STUDYING" than myself. I am equally perplexed over this issue too. Why is it that I ain't motivated to study? I used to be a tuition teacher for over 2 yrs and have been nagging at my students who suffered from attention deficit. Never expect myself to end up the same way as them. (:

Today's paper was...well, you suggest.

I answered 3 out of 8 qns for Section A. And I had the intention to answer only ONE initially. Then I had far too much time, and I didn't wana leave the hall cos my friends were still doing the paper. So I attempted another 2 before I finally K.O.ed. Bravos to my Section B, because for some qns, I knew how to do it. I just knew it, you know. But I only remembered how, after submission.
shrugs`

Perhaps my lecturers will be so scared to not give me an A because I may possibly STAB them during revision lessons. So, who knows. I may get an A afterall! haha

It's only mock papers anyway. I will start studying for real soon. SOON.

And mark my words, my actual papers will be so much, so much better.

xoxo

IQ-Damn-High Angel

So, I need luckS.

2009-03-02T23:19:00.006+08:00

I did a quiz that Nat forwarded to me. (as i can see, we're all gona be screwed for our mocks partly due to Fb) It's to find out who's my soulmate!

Someone who is outgoing:
You belong with someone unafraid to show their wild side. At first they may seem shy, but once you truly get to know them, you see their true colors.

What a short COMMENT. i thought they were gona like screen out the personalities of my soulmate.

Nearly suffered a heart attack just now. I didnt quite bother reading the letter regarding the GST credits. Just realised that I've to reg online before I am entitled to that amount. wth. fortunately, i'll still be getting the money. Anyway, macro tomorrow. Gona sleep earlier with an empty brain. ahs, luck is all I need. (:

Have some laughs, and good holy night.

Phrase of the day (only for today if you realise, actually): "A baby at the front seat of a car can cause an accident, an accident at the back seat of the car can cause a baby."

Cheerios`

2009-03-01T16:26:00.008+08:00

Scrapbooking is so much fun!
Pretty pleased with my first hands-on.

On a random thought, I realise that there are so much that I want to learn.

Must be the pre-exam symptoms. ugh.

Things I'm planning to pick up:

-Photography

-Advanced Excel

-Photoshop

I think I prefer my messy look. but you know, it's not that Cool to be out with a messy look. My friends may just offer me a comb, and endless malu-ness.

breadn'butter

2009-02-28T01:04:00.008+08:00

I've the idea to take a walk to the nearest mall, which probably would be dark at this hour to grab some macs, because I'm hungry again.

Hunger seems to be a part of my life, and it scares the hell outta me.

Why, I love to take walks at night, though it can be pretty intimidating to be on one alone, but nonetheless, i love the serenity.

The peace I don't get when I'm driving with my dad beside me. The thought-of-the-day I don't have time to settle for. The people and fun I miss.

No doubt, there are times I wish for a companion who's willing to take strolls with me at night. It ain't always easy to remind myself that I am single, and that I've to be independent at all times.

At least, being single gives me every reason to splurge on myself.

I walked into URS today and purchased a bag within 10mins or less..

ha. gotta kill every sale you see.

Suppose, I always have my ways to deal with my emotions. (:

But not for food this time, no way.

And I've been suffering from insomnia twice due to caff intake.

Coffee and Tea never worked on me. But recently, it does.

When I hear my dad waking up for work.

I go..fuck, i wana sleeppp....!!!

"you know what I mean?" quotes britney.

I LOOK SO HOT. -__-

2009-02-27T22:45:00.008+08:00

Say bye to my 6-month fringe!!

I'll miss youuuuuuu.....

Honestly, I'm starting to miss the days of my long fringe already. Afterall, it's more classy rather than adorable. But I shall just......grow it again. haha I'm so damn fickle-minded, I know.

So in order for me not to regret further right. Next time when you do see me, please add this "omg. you look so hot!"

LOL. thank you!!!

p.s: oi, zhenhui. Now you know what are bangs. ha mister suaku.

LoveMeMore

2009-02-23T23:37:00.004+08:00

I decided not to be so mean afterall, hence I deleted the previous entry.

Mum made me salad! Maybe i'll bring it to school tomorrow.

((:

Still hesitant about my hairstyle.

gosh

bangs or no bangs??

ahh..

i think if i say i don't wana cut it anymore, G's gona roll her big eyeballs off me.

cos i've changed my mind so many times

haha

well well,

i hate the growing it back to long fringe process

so perhaps, i'll just reference on diff models' hairstyles before i decide...

again

tsk!

i'm blessed

Be happy with life's little things.

-Very important-

xoxo,

InTheEnd..

2009-02-20T18:16:00.010+08:00

Memories are not just two-dimensional.
It merely tunes complexity to the simple.
~~I, myself and me.~~
I sat here the whole of 40mins, reflecting on my days.

And I guess it's just my day that I end up with these few lines.

I'm looking forward to the end of exams.

But all I keep thinking of is..should I get my bangs again?

Very likely, you'll see me in bangs soon.

Super bored of my hair already.

At the rate it grows, I'm gona be old soon. ugh!

I need longer and more hair please!

Love

Cupid doesn't like me

Big deal.

xoxo,

The cage.

2009-02-17T01:02:00.003+08:00

"A lifetime ago, with frozen eyes they closed the doors. Suddenly I realized what locks are for, no trusting them anymore. "lights are out". Empty stare, innocent and unaware, dragged out from my home, my lair.

The walls around me, eyes surround me, feed my fear again.I must be freed or I will die before the harvest moon, my friend.I do not have another year in me, you've gotta set me free. The dream is alive, I can run up the hills every night,go around and see another side of the tree.Freedom has a meaning for me, howl with me.."

xoxo,

Esplanade

2009-02-12T03:15:00.002+08:00

It's been a real long time since I've been to Esplanade library. Serenity is something you'll definitely find there, and I'm glad they preserved it. I find memories of myself and friends whom I've been there with..It feels so goooooD to be back again. I know, I talk like an old lady. whatever luh! haha

I like rainy days (when I'm watching the rain from inside)

Me and SooHann!

Haii. I hate exams.

High!

2009-02-09T14:12:00.009+08:00

My engine is in an unsurprisingly good condition today. (my mood)
Shall drive my family out for dinner tonight and I'm gona try to drag my house-rooted bro out!
okays, I rarely get the chance to boast. LOL. so here it is.
I only scored 2 demerit points for TP!
Actually I was kind of expecting 0 pt. haha
but nvm. still a pretty pleasant result for me.
I was so nervous last night that I could barely sleep. So I only had 2 hrs of rest.
Ironically, all the way through my warm up and waiting of TP, I was still nervous, but the anxiety completely disappeared when the tester called for me.

One thing I'm not so pleased with is that I've no motivation to study at all.
And sometimes I wonder what is wrong with me. I usually try hard for things that I want to achieve. But I'm losing this gradually..
Bad move.
I'm feeling the consequence.
But I'll try to salvage it.

Last Sat at Bishan for prawning!

My lovely babes!

And their beaus.aka.my first degree friends!

got to give him the credits for being "the most dedicated earthworm-cutting man"!

ooh. so cruel. but even if i don't eat them, someone else will right.

Shirin only pose lo. never do anything. at least I helped to SPRINKLE the salt, although it took ages, and I eventually gave up. haha

Our signature Star-ter

Prawns eat them, we eat prawns = We eat them!

Looks like a rubber band.

They became this short thanks to Mr. Worm-cutter aka Bubble.

And every piece of them's still wriggling. yucks.

xoxo

2009-02-08T19:02:00.000+08:00

An absolute hottie!
LOVE THEM!!!!

xoxo,

LockOnMySmiles

2009-02-01T23:00:00.003+08:00

2am in the morning, I notice a reticent figure in the mirror staring straight at me. It seemed like the universe went silent at this very moment. The look in her eyes drew me closer. I don't know how long the stare went on for, but I think I'm in love with her. As curiosity sparked me. I took a big leap forward and stepped into her world. A world of adventures, a world of fantasies. Will I be able to interpret her language? I don't think I care anymore...

Apart my messy bed. tsk

I wish for all the time in the world..

Looks like I wana cry and smile at the same time..but I like this photo, nice complexion!

Camwhoring is sucha great exercise to destress! ooH. double eyelids for ONCE!!

time to dust my LCD. hehs

toodles!

TrainOfThoughts

2009-02-01T14:08:00.000+08:00

A pretty long journey I had on the trains today set me thinking..
Is it true that most guys really can't do gift wrapping for nuts?
I saw this indian man trying to wrap up a gift with his son as his assistant. It was a mere basic concept. All of a sudden, this big man seemed like a 3year old kid struggling with pencils and crayons. He was all focused and dedicated. I so wanted to offer him my help.
I really do.
He took a lot of effort just having to fold in the sides of the wrapper..and I had a tiring time watching him struggle too. haha
I recall wrapping my own books (with the help of my mum), as young as I was a primary school kid. PRO right. hahaa
So why can't most men do gift wrapping, I wonder? It's as simple as an origami, which most kids (maybe of my era) do what. Besides, wrapping a box is such a standard procedure. hmm....

ookays. And and..what happens when the passenger on your left stood up and gave his seat to someone who happens to smell pretty bad..? then imagine this, my right passenger alighted moments later, and tada! another smelly person took that seat. So I'm kiapped in between them two. The worst is, they had to exchange words from time to time. Head popping so near to me somemore. I was kind of irritated, I lifted my notes up to block their vision from meeting. haha (i can't be bothered to ask if they wanted to exchange seat with me anyway)

Fortunately, things ain't always that bad. I saw this guy who looks like an asian version of chace crawford!! omg. his facial features are so perfect, and he's got nice hair, a muscular built, and he's very tall. But, a pity that his dress sense' just so-so. Why don't I have any friend like him(gay also nvm)...WHY? WHY?? then I can help to change his style of dressing and make him look like a supermodel! -_____- *dreams..*

gruelling hours begin

2009-01-31T12:48:00.004+08:00

OMG. it's only the first day..and i so feel like getting out of the house already.
):
S.O.S. please, someone help me.

rights.
i will persevere.

You know how the rumours get distorted as they are being spread around..?
I vaguely recall this was our conve last night. haha

PP: OMFG! there's a gang bang in sengkang!
me: ..wtf! tell me tell me!!!!
PP: wait ar..it's 2guys 1girl!!
me: huh..then then??
me: i wana read the article!
PP: wait ar...my mum says chinese papers got. i go find!
-really waited for quite long..-
PP: oh nono. the girl willing one..
(anti-climax!)
-____________-

in the end, it's just this girl and 2 guys (looks like they're from north vista sec) hugging and kissing in a lying position at a multistorey carpark. machiam bodoh right. hanky panky wana do it in such an open space in broad daylight, in uniforms somemore!! haha but at least, sk is SAFE for now.
PP managed to find the article for me to read anyway. nothing very juicy though. i will only say. the photographer ain't very skillful. haha

okays. im going back to study. my life is such a bore.. cries*

followsuit-

2009-01-30T00:50:00.003+08:00

Holidays have ended. School is starting tomorrow.
HELP.

):
I want to go out still, but I suggest..
Sweet after bitter
It will work for sure.
So no more going out, my friends.
okay, maybe starclique prawning still ok. waha.
I'll meet you all for dinners/lunches still. ((:

p/s: can't wait for TP to come!! im goddamn excited!
and, shirin! dont be lazy! save those photos from my blog. haha. okay, i admit. im lazy to post them on fb. tsks

gasp.

2009-01-24T18:52:00.003+08:00

slow and steady, babe.
1,2,3..here i come.
im gona give myself a pat on the back..(or not, it should look quite retarded. im thinking whoever came up with this phrase must be quite retarded.)
and i hereby, grant myself a deserving break!
gona mj at zhenhui's again! tsk. happy happy.
And I'm gona win back all the money from that mw if he's going.

yesterday, py and i went for classic mani+pedi at amk. what's with those damn msian manicurists? all they ever know is to do manicures ( i respect their skills), then just freaking do your job well and stop attituding your customers! damn those bimbos.
conned us of a stupid footscrub somemore. $&#*$!$

gona take a shower. i keep thinking that i stink.
hmm......... (of course i dont. angels smell good all the time..)
right.

DanceWithMe..

2009-01-21T11:51:00.005+08:00

I'm slightly freaked out at why I'm getting brusied with blueblacks,

1) so easily
2) so plentifully?

I think I need some tonics to regulate my blood circulation.

Stardom. Unite our powers!

You think this clique only contains girls?

wrong! there are 2 males apparently. haha

ps: 2nd post in 2hrs. you can tell how distracted i am from studying.

IOwnMe.

2009-01-21T08:22:00.007+08:00

Discover the underlying veracity..

Would love to take up photography once I graduate. (:

xoxo,
Q

Fallin' Into Pieces..

2009-01-19T01:32:00.002+08:00

Of times like this, all I ever think of is to reverse time.
But at the end, I know I don't have a choice.
I can't give up, and there's no turning back.
Stress level is on the rise, but I've yet to find a way to handle it.
Free me from school.
Reality: Im not that close to graduation yet.

Record-breaking: I just blogged 80,222 words!!

2009-01-17T19:52:00.022+08:00

Swissotel: Stationed level 56!

We caught sunrise together. And it was for the very first time in my life
It was really breathtaking. Wish I could stay there forever..

Dawn is breaking..

G got conned that it was a complimentary bread given by the hotel. And she peeled off half the ear, and almost ate it! haha
Crossroads at 5 in the morning..
Integrated resort..

They both have the same unique posture of sleeping.
Unglam moments. who took them!? ha
Even more unglam..

Hilarium is so damn hilarious!

The cake part. (sorry, the order of the photos is the other way round.)
never forgets to pose nicely..
The cake we decorated for G. SO CUTE.

The Pagaent Queen!
Drooling at the xiao long baos.
Ding Tai Fung

They HUGGED..for 1 second. ha
Aw, it's a Spring Summer Gucci Wallet! wrapped with many many layers of...newspapers...? The room was filled with red metallic balloons.

Crying and laughing at the same time..

Lovely Gwen & Boonyan!
Evening sun..told you the sequence was the other way round. =x
Ah..don't..lock me outside.. ):

Esplanade looks like a strapless bra.

At Jurong Point..

The other day at Bugis for Tom Yam steamboat!
Crab pose(top) vs Candid Crab pose(bottom)

Mr Bean Cafe @ prinsep..
*Car wash..car wash*
Yumyum, seafood galore!

allthegoodthings

2009-01-11T15:20:00.002+08:00

I love freshly squeezed orange juice by my dad!
nothing much to blog about.
im as good as ever. (:

2009-01-08T15:43:00.002+08:00

Hold your breathe.
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you, over again.
Don't make me change my mind.
I won't live to see another day, I swear it's true.
Because a Girl like you is impossible to find.
You're impossible to find.

*heartmelts*

xoxo,
Q

2009-01-04T14:26:00.002+08:00

StudyStudyStudy!!

-see you later,alligator.

Countdown@Genting!

2009-01-03T01:26:00.006+08:00

After 6hours of ride..

we're in for a treat!
the haunted house..
when lovely boys meet angels..

geraldine curled our hairs!

we had Baskin Robbins in the cold air.
We took a cable car loop ride. We stuck out our heads to breathe the fresh air and gera told me to better get my head back as we're about to pass a cable point..i shrunk back in a hurry, and tuk! my earring goes flying out to feed the monkeys below. haha whats new.
tiga! dua! satu...!!!

FIREWORKS!

p.s: I really am helpless with picasa. it keeps cutting off my face. -.-" and gera: yeah! i know. tsks. you reinsured me that the watch was nice, thats why i kept thinking of it. haha i bought it from hg mall anyway. they all of a sudden brought in fcuk. perfect.

NewYearGift

2009-01-02T22:48:00.004+08:00

I laid my eyes on this Fcuk beauty a month ago, and Ive finally gotten it! The lady at the store either misunderstood me, or is bad at mathematics. She sold it to me less of almost 30% when I went to so many other city chain outlets which gave me 15% less at most. I'll take this as a New Year gift to myself!

Anyway, genting with the girls and their boys was certainly so much fun. Although I was the ultimate lightbulb, they certainly eliminated the brightness I brought along. I'll upload the photos soon! 2009 shall be a very good year.

New year resolution: Be a nerd. Be less bitchy. In short, I wana be an angelic nerd.

i'll blow you kisses everyday..

my secret hideout.

long awaited journey-to-come

ForYouIWill.

you have the power to change, if you try enough.

She-is-love

Milking Donkeys In-Progress.

breathe in, breathe out..

School's Out!

No LAW.

NoLessThanNothing.IHaveYouAllAndIt'sGoodEnough

PokedMeWithLove

What else?

MyAgendaIsCrystalClear

IWasNeverTooFar

LionTingles

the rocks of my life

Ripped off temptations

MakeThatHeartMine.

BackWithABanggg..

PacifiedButNotSatisfied

IWishAllWasNoJoke

IDon'tWantToExperienceHeaven

FoulMood, totally.

SnuggleUpTheMojo

GoodGirls.O'Gone

GottaBeChic

Yar Whee..!

lollipop` im falling ill again!

wonkie donkies

Nights Out People!

GodKnows`

Cherry*Cherry*Boom*Boom

Chocolati-Knot.

Wednesday*I like flamingo and anything pink today*

CoolLikeBooze

abcdefghijklmnopQ

D.O.N.E.

Silence master..

PigFever

ColorsOfMe

-TimeIsRunnin'Out-

MySweets

Had a bad day..

FreezeThatThought

I love Mum, like I love Mom.

RockTheFlame

Fish Stank Me

Destress&Detox!

Love School if there's no EXAMS.

He's Old.

1st entry with a title longer than post itself.

Men Don't Get It.

Gasping on its last breath, dear Earth.

SillyThings,it's SO ME.

Over-The-Moon Post

Imma Teletubby

He confessed my beauty!!! Haha

făcute în cer..

Before I get on my vulgarities,I'll stop here.

Maybe, I'm lucky.

Showers of blessings

The Hot Qn: When is she getting a boyfriend?

Yusof-ian theory

ThankGodIt'sSaturday! cos it feels like Sunday.

Bimbo Champ Already LOR.

MyShrieks

precious..

Conversation of the day

Long-awaited for

FeelTheHeat

YAYs for Capital Punishment!

history..

Fightin` [Round 2]

retard

AbsolutelyNothing!

forget the star, I'm reaching for the moon.

So, I need luckS.

Cheerios`

breadn'butter

CherryCherryBoom*Boom

WednesdayI like flamingo and anything pink today